aaaaand we're updating twice in a week. awesome.
i can't wait to go home, eat dinner, see themhimher, go to The Dance. that's what he called it.
i have this insidious, kinda dangerous desire to be brilliant. not perfect, but genius; everything i do has to be the best it's ever been done, by anybody, ever. everything i do has to be rebel rockstar well of mind-blowing emotion and creativity. i WISH that i wished i were comfortable with how i am now. i WISH that i wished i were content.
too many wishes. what a stupid word.
WE'RE GOING TO TIBET!
om ma ni padme hum