All nighter and strange feelings
Last day of school is..... today.. cuz it's 4:05 in the morning, and I'm pulling an all nighter. It's odd to watch my brain go from tired to just rolling right along. My dad's getting better and my grandmother is doing her "I feel fine.. so what's the deal???" :) .. but that's not really why I feel compelled to blog tonight/ morning. I feel this pull on me towards someone I've kown for less than a week. Lame I know. But, the feeling is so odd. It's like a long lost best friend that was never lost. I can't get over how close we've become in the last week. And over what? A random dance at the most romantic place ever? I know I'm sounding cheesy.. but I don't know how to explain it. It's a pull I've never felt before. I would give almost anything to be in Troy, MI right now. We are so much alike in billions of ways. And the differences are things to laugh about. It's unbelievable. .. and it makes me think twice about what I really want in a relationship. Who I would really enjoy to be with. Despite random pulls for attention from either of us, we connect because we see past that. Man this is so cheesy and random and prob sounds horribly rediculous to anyone reading, but I want to make this known to myself. I need to admit how this makes me feel, so that when I feel it agian- I'll know. I'll remember. -- and it goes to show that right now I'm only settleing.. and I need to realize that. So, yeah. I guess I'm realizing it. I'm really lucky to have this happen to me right now. Still cheesy.. but I'm over it. Heck... it's my livejournal.. it's my life.. and I'm happy with it.