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I find that I always forget that I even have an account here.
Perhaps that's because I still haven't figured out the reason I'm here in the first place.
Well, that must change.
I took the time to set up an account might as well use it.
Right?
Right.
Why is it that I can never seem to head off undesirable circumstances before they happen? I consider myself a fairly intelligent individual with a little more than average ability to read people. So, why can't I see problems before they arise?
Ok, well maybe I'm not giving myself enough credit. I seem to always see the problems, but I insist on diving into them anyway. It's like I have no self control. Which isn't true. I do have self control. I do. Hmm, seems like I'm trying to convince myself of something. Yes, it does. Not true. I know I have self control. OK so maybe that isn't the problem.
So what is?
Well, I don't know. You'd think I'd learn. I mean I know what the outcome is most of the time, but I can't seem to stop myself from getting myself into situations anyway. Then, I'm like what the hell is the problem? Maybe it's because I'm assuming that people will be as logical as I am. If I think you should be upfront and honest even if it means upsetting the other person, then I think that everyone should be the same. I KNOW that people are NOT like that. People are more apt to hide their true feelings because they think that's what the other person wants. Yeah, I know that I've already thought about this, but I don't know. I just can't get over it. WHAT is the big deal? Just freakin' be honest already. I mean really...
I don't know. It pisses me off. The sad thing is, I KNOW what's going to happen, but I insist on getting into it anyway. Why don't I just choose to abstain? Probably because I feel I shouldn't have to. Why must I be the one to tiptoe over broken glass when everyone else runs through it and never get cut?
Fair?
Hardly...
Perhaps that's because I still haven't figured out the reason I'm here in the first place.
Well, that must change.
I took the time to set up an account might as well use it.
Right?
Right.
Why is it that I can never seem to head off undesirable circumstances before they happen? I consider myself a fairly intelligent individual with a little more than average ability to read people. So, why can't I see problems before they arise?
Ok, well maybe I'm not giving myself enough credit. I seem to always see the problems, but I insist on diving into them anyway. It's like I have no self control. Which isn't true. I do have self control. I do. Hmm, seems like I'm trying to convince myself of something. Yes, it does. Not true. I know I have self control. OK so maybe that isn't the problem.
So what is?
Well, I don't know. You'd think I'd learn. I mean I know what the outcome is most of the time, but I can't seem to stop myself from getting myself into situations anyway. Then, I'm like what the hell is the problem? Maybe it's because I'm assuming that people will be as logical as I am. If I think you should be upfront and honest even if it means upsetting the other person, then I think that everyone should be the same. I KNOW that people are NOT like that. People are more apt to hide their true feelings because they think that's what the other person wants. Yeah, I know that I've already thought about this, but I don't know. I just can't get over it. WHAT is the big deal? Just freakin' be honest already. I mean really...
I don't know. It pisses me off. The sad thing is, I KNOW what's going to happen, but I insist on getting into it anyway. Why don't I just choose to abstain? Probably because I feel I shouldn't have to. Why must I be the one to tiptoe over broken glass when everyone else runs through it and never get cut?
Fair?
Hardly...