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In a matter of hours my life has changed. So i sent Dave a txt days ago and told him after one of his outbreaks that if he ever threw anything at /hit me again he would lose his family. This was the straw that broke the camels back, I woke up Sat to my alarm and after telling him that I have 15 more minutes to snuggle he asks where are u going? WHERE are you GOING? WHERE ARE YOU GOING????? And then smashed my knee with his elbow. I couldn't even get words outta my mouth! So i got up showered and got dressed for work. The I packed and after he realized what was going on the argument and fight ensued. Basically I broke lots of his shit in my fit of being angry and he open handed me in my ear and knocked my down. I was so pissed and broke more of his shit.
Hes avoiding me now and refuses to speak to me cuz every time he calls and wants to apologize or say I love you, I quickly go to "I need to pick up the rest of my stuff, or do u wanna see the baby cuz I'll bring him with me." He just says he can't talk to me and hangs up. After telling me he wants to be civil with me.
So thats my life, now I have to find an apt and all that good stuff. I'm sticking to work to keep me busy, worked sat, a double today (sun)...hopefully a double mon too.!
<3
Zuly
Hes avoiding me now and refuses to speak to me cuz every time he calls and wants to apologize or say I love you, I quickly go to "I need to pick up the rest of my stuff, or do u wanna see the baby cuz I'll bring him with me." He just says he can't talk to me and hangs up. After telling me he wants to be civil with me.
So thats my life, now I have to find an apt and all that good stuff. I'm sticking to work to keep me busy, worked sat, a double today (sun)...hopefully a double mon too.!
<3
Zuly