i am officially 16.
i dont feel differant at all. but as soon i can start driving by myself that will change. which will hopefully be in the next week or so i just need my permit first that i left in stephens car and havnt gotten back yet. but anyways last night the party was awesome. whole bunch of people came and we chilled for a while and played poker. i got the best present i have ever recieved from my best friend lesley. she made me a collage w/ pics of us and my but and then she wrote me a poem about our friendship, the nicest thing anyone has ever done for me. but ya just runnin around w/ the boys was fun. and then most of em left and cody travis kris stayed late and lesley stayed also and they got in the hot tub while i talked to christina on the phone. she is so awesome. i care about her so much. and i miss her like crazy. i cant wait till i get to see her on friday. im not going to let go. im so happy she is in my life. im just blessed. but anyways. while they were in the hot tub i went and played them christinas song, because they didnt get to hear it on friday at the show, i messed up alot but i really didnt care. then at like 12 30 les left. and me and the guys had a bright idea of starting a fire. so we built a fire in my back yard. we got kindling and then some old wood we found and made a pit. it was fun. and we chilled and talked about good times. im blessed with the friends i have. we got pics of the fire its awesome. we talked out there till about 3 15 when the fire went out. and came in to find my cousins blowed. and it sucked for me to see it cause i know there better than that. but there just messed up. then today i woke up and it was my birthday. and i went to church, i showed up late but i can cause its my birffday and i can do whatever i want. then after i went to panchos w/ brandon, travis, kris, cameron, hogan, and little fillio, then came home talked to christina online i smiled the whole time then i took a nap then woke up like 5 times during the middle of it cause people called me to wish me a happy birthday so it was cool. then i called christina smiled some more. we talked till about 5 and now i found out that my mom isnt takin me shoppin today so im pissed. its my birthday and i want somethin today. dangit! well ill just have to wait justlike im goin to have to wait till i get my license but ive been this patient so whateva. then you better watch out for me on the streets im gunna be rollin nigga. wurd to your motha. im out.