I walk a lonely road, the only one that I have ever known...
I'm finally done as of yesterday with day classes and have Physical Science left until June 9th when I can finally say I'm done with school for the summer. As most already know, I will be here for the summer though and I'm really mixed about my feelings. I was cleaning up my room today, organizing old books and such, throwing stuff out, and I got thinking..."will I really be productive this summer and do the things I say I want to, or will I resort to what I do during the school year and in all actuality waste my time/life doing things such as check buddy profiles on AIM." Asking myself while being productive and feeling good about it, I've decided -- I CAN be productive. This blew my mind, soooo... I took a nap all night. I've realized I've got an adequate number of friends out here but it really is going to suck big time not having Nathan around because we're just that cool, and no one can beat it even chicks, screw chicks. If gas didn't cost so much I'd head back to Webster all the time, especially seeing as Nathan might be in the Marines sometime in the future. I think he's the only friend that hasn't truly infuriated me at one point or another, and that, surprisingly, is actually not that hard to do, I just hide it well (disclaimer: friends that have been around me a lot are the only ones included in this survey). There is a ton in Buffalo to do in the summer and I think it would be fun to just take my rollerblades to the festivals and such and educate myself more. I never did things like that when I was a kid so these will be learning experiences for me. I need to stop these posts relating to "Webster Vs. Buffalo" I'm hyping it up more than Tyson Vs. Holyfield who are both now old and slow in more ways than one. HIGHLIGHT of the semester: Having my eyes opened to country line dancing and beautiful young ladies. I just wish I could talk to them. The risk of damaging my self-confidence is too great, or them already having boyfriends... that happens all too often in my neighborhood. I also am bad at being confident when approaching/talking to them as I've noticed when I try to have conversations with them, even here at Medaille with people that are attractive/cool people. I feel like I'm at my 7th grade dance all over again...thanks Christina...long story, but I do laugh at it now that I think about it. This post is way too long, and I'm cutting it off after I say the song listed below can make a man cry.