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[[ Private//Akre + Smirnov + Ed + Jeremiah + Tyve + Mao + Devil's Nest Permanent Residents EXCEPT AEOLIA//Hackable ]]
...I am confused, sir.
I had thought that my purpose was to serve the HRL, but I am not in the HRL.
I had thought that my purpose was to be a soldier, but I cannot serve my country while I am in this city!
I had thought that my purpose was to be a weapon, but I cannot even protect one girl. A civilian. She has to protect me, instead. I cannot protect my fellow soldiers. I could not protect my siblings -- I was away from them. Those I live with do not need me to protect them. They are more complete than I am. I do not wish to be incomplete. If I am invincible, then I can protect them, treat them as equals. I could play with Luki and Noki without them having to hold back. Being shot would not stop me. It might ... be able to serve as a greeting, even. But I cannot be invincible!
...
I am told that I am human; I am told that I am inhuman, a puppet, a weapon. I am told that to be human is the highest attainable goal; I am told that it makes me nothing. If I am human, I would sacrifice it all to be a weapon. I ... Would that make me perfect? Could I protect you, sir, and ... everyone else, then? I am told we are not at war, but we are assaulted from every side! I ... no one else saw the bodies, but I saw them! Aren't they casualties for this war?!
I will be nothing until I can defeat him. That will make me complete. Won't it? I am a better weapon than he is. He's nothing but a failure! Incomplete, useless ... terrorist ... murderer. I am the first ... complete... I don't understand. Was it a fault of the program, or is the fault of me? I cannot believe that the program would ... fail, so the fault must ... lie within myself.
If I am a weapon, I am a poor one. I break easily, I miss when I fire. I ... what use is a weapon that must use weapons?! ... I am the only one left, and I ... am a failure as well.
What should I do, sir?
...I am confused, sir.
I had thought that my purpose was to serve the HRL, but I am not in the HRL.
I had thought that my purpose was to be a soldier, but I cannot serve my country while I am in this city!
I had thought that my purpose was to be a weapon, but I cannot even protect one girl. A civilian. She has to protect me, instead. I cannot protect my fellow soldiers. I could not protect my siblings -- I was away from them. Those I live with do not need me to protect them. They are more complete than I am. I do not wish to be incomplete. If I am invincible, then I can protect them, treat them as equals. I could play with Luki and Noki without them having to hold back. Being shot would not stop me. It might ... be able to serve as a greeting, even. But I cannot be invincible!
...
I am told that I am human; I am told that I am inhuman, a puppet, a weapon. I am told that to be human is the highest attainable goal; I am told that it makes me nothing. If I am human, I would sacrifice it all to be a weapon. I ... Would that make me perfect? Could I protect you, sir, and ... everyone else, then? I am told we are not at war, but we are assaulted from every side! I ... no one else saw the bodies, but I saw them! Aren't they casualties for this war?!
I will be nothing until I can defeat him. That will make me complete. Won't it? I am a better weapon than he is. He's nothing but a failure! Incomplete, useless ... terrorist ... murderer. I am the first ... complete... I don't understand. Was it a fault of the program, or is the fault of me? I cannot believe that the program would ... fail, so the fault must ... lie within myself.
If I am a weapon, I am a poor one. I break easily, I miss when I fire. I ... what use is a weapon that must use weapons?! ... I am the only one left, and I ... am a failure as well.
What should I do, sir?