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I am currently high on cold medication and pain killers. Very interesting reaction if I do say so myself. I am energetic, pain free and yet still feel like crap. It’s an odd feeling. I can not speak and when I do try it’s a dry whisper. This makes talking on the phone impossible so I am clearing out queue items today and answering emails that I have neglected. I am also planning my vacation. It is a toss between Hawaii and Mexico. I thought about Europe but my choices are hostels that are dirt cheap and filled with slimy traveling students or 5 star luxury hotels that I can not afford. Decisions, decisions.
Snow fell today in the valley. Rather nice to see it in white and clean. That is so rare, not the snow but finding time when the city looks pretty.
J is upset. I do not know how she is doing but I checked her myspace today just to check up on her. Not surprisingly there is no information on her condition to be found there. She is a very private person. I am debating writing her a letter and simply asking her how she is doing. Would that be appropriate? What reaction would I face in doing so? What’s the worse that could happen?
I want to go home and go back to bed. I feel like crap and can feel as if I am starting to fall out at my desk. The drive home should be fun though.
Amanda is starting to piss me off. She is becoming too clingy or emotional for what I want. Sounds fucked up don’t it? Perhaps it is but the reality is I do not want a relationship now nor do I know what the future will bring. It may be with her or it may not. Either way I think that the best course of action right now is to distance myself.
Well, it looks like I have an email to write. Late.
Snow fell today in the valley. Rather nice to see it in white and clean. That is so rare, not the snow but finding time when the city looks pretty.
J is upset. I do not know how she is doing but I checked her myspace today just to check up on her. Not surprisingly there is no information on her condition to be found there. She is a very private person. I am debating writing her a letter and simply asking her how she is doing. Would that be appropriate? What reaction would I face in doing so? What’s the worse that could happen?
I want to go home and go back to bed. I feel like crap and can feel as if I am starting to fall out at my desk. The drive home should be fun though.
Amanda is starting to piss me off. She is becoming too clingy or emotional for what I want. Sounds fucked up don’t it? Perhaps it is but the reality is I do not want a relationship now nor do I know what the future will bring. It may be with her or it may not. Either way I think that the best course of action right now is to distance myself.
Well, it looks like I have an email to write. Late.