lets see
should i do a write up about 2007? a question that has already answered itself as it is within the introduction of a year in review by nathan jonson textual excrement already. though this year i have realized the colder side of life, that brings me comfort. the more factual, truthful, and realistic. to look onto surroundings whether physical or conceptual, from a larger, and smaller scale than previously before. opening my eyes to so many new possibilities of slacker mind trickery justification. things aren't as we see them as we are surrounded by a mask created by our society. we learn through this filter and thus believe it to be real, preventing us from looking farther onto a more basic surface. relativity has played a huge part in this years theorizing, and i'm realizing more and more that less and less matters to me. making huge decisions on music levels have been very difficult regarding genres and a struggle in expression. what people expect of me seems to be ever increasing as my motivation to have any part of it drops as all that really matters is what I think and feel, as it seems to me to be impossible to feel and think what others are. communication issues on the topic of meanings to every sensation have been on the mind. how each person has no real idea of what another is thinking or even trying to communicate accurately. tangents have brought much of this theorizing to surface.
my feet smell, i need to put on new socks
i'm tired
the phone is ringing.