Oh life
I am not prepared. We have midterms tomorrow, and after tomorrow I will be 2 weeks behind in torts because I had to choose last week to come down with the nastiest sinus infection that I have ever had in my life and it has plagued me this entire week. In other news, my torts outline is beautiful and I have a good feeling about my midterm. THANK GOD! we get one get out of jail free card. Which I, and probably a majority or the class, will be using tomorrow. It's the please dont call on me because I spent more time on my outline than the course material pass.
I feel emotionally empty inside. I have amazing friends at law school. I am very thankful for the great down to earth people that I have met. We have even started hanging out outside of class. Which will be much easier when I move into my new apt. Dec 1st!!! Whose excited? This girl! We are getting to know each other better and are planning a bumpin birthday party for out friend Scott. I'm going to bake a cake or buy a cake. Probably buy a cake since I dont know how to bake.
While friends are great I still feel like im lacking something. Clearly its not intellectual challenge or friendship. I have even become more in tune with my mind and body through my always growing yoga practice which I am currently addicted too. I LOVE everything about yoga. I love how it makes me feel,I love how its all about me, my body, and what I can do. I love how I'm starting to understand the yoda lingo and terms and the teacher are great and I even got a yoga dvd. So if I cant make it to the gym I can practice at home.
but right now I am lacking a deeper emotional relationship clearly. Which I dont have time for but I want and it makes me sad sometimes. But according to Ingrid, my new musical muse, its ok to be sad. So ill just keep trucking and learning.
In yoga, at the beginning of your practice you should dedicated it to someone else so that its bigger than yourself and so that you are sending out positive vibes to the person who you dedicate your practice too. Mostly I dedicated it to the same person. But I like to send out good karma to randoms every now and again. I practice mostly at 7 am. SO! if you are feeling like you are having a good karma day perhaps i dedicated it to you that day :)
oh and I am also really excited for halloween so that I can stay home and pass out candy. Instead of being a bunny and getting drunk for five days like last year. I feel like im growing up...maybe...a little....
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