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Again, I don't know why I'm posting exactly.
I've been feeling extremely tired as of late. I'm not sure why; I've just found most things very wearisome. I find myself constantly seeking other people's company, which brings me to another problem.
I have trust issues. They're not super serious; yeah, I trust my family, and I have probably two, maybe four friends at school that I really trust. There are even some people that I half trust. But when it comes down to it, I don't trust people. And I don't want to. You know what happens when you trust people? They take something you said three months ago and don't even remember saying, blow it out of proportion, and call you a bitch because of it. Or they take whatever you trusted them with and spread it around. Or they make everyone suspicious of your every movement. Or, worst of all, you realize eight months too late that you wasted your kisses on him, because he had a girlfriend he never told you about and he never really liked you in the first place.
You hear the words spilling over my lips
Like a rainbow falling from the sky.
They keep coming,
And I don't have to try
They spin a web that catches me,
And I say them standing tall.
To you, they sound so beautiful.
To you, they're like a waterfall
But to me, they feel like vomit,
Only there to cover up
That I have nothing to say at all.
Oh yeah. And I trust my dog. Everyone once in a while, it's nice hacing a friend who doesn't speak a word.
I've been feeling extremely tired as of late. I'm not sure why; I've just found most things very wearisome. I find myself constantly seeking other people's company, which brings me to another problem.
I have trust issues. They're not super serious; yeah, I trust my family, and I have probably two, maybe four friends at school that I really trust. There are even some people that I half trust. But when it comes down to it, I don't trust people. And I don't want to. You know what happens when you trust people? They take something you said three months ago and don't even remember saying, blow it out of proportion, and call you a bitch because of it. Or they take whatever you trusted them with and spread it around. Or they make everyone suspicious of your every movement. Or, worst of all, you realize eight months too late that you wasted your kisses on him, because he had a girlfriend he never told you about and he never really liked you in the first place.
You hear the words spilling over my lips
Like a rainbow falling from the sky.
They keep coming,
And I don't have to try
They spin a web that catches me,
And I say them standing tall.
To you, they sound so beautiful.
To you, they're like a waterfall
But to me, they feel like vomit,
Only there to cover up
That I have nothing to say at all.
Oh yeah. And I trust my dog. Everyone once in a while, it's nice hacing a friend who doesn't speak a word.