Praise for Summer and Praise for a new school year
Ya know, I've been thinking (which is something i do very often, albeit not always in an intelligent manner) and I need to get Inuyasha on DVD. Of course I can only have so many episodes and there are many more that haven't even been placed into english dubbing. It's sad really. I bet Summer would agree with me. She understands my pain. Only like a soul mate could. I am convinced that Summer is my soul mate. No, we are not lesbians, we just fit together. I bet we could even finish each others sentences. It's like we are each other. And you know what's crazy, TCU set us together as roommates. How funny. And I wouldn't have it any other way. Of course we aren't roommates this time around because I am living at home for the semester, but I am gonna be up at TCU like all the freakin time. Sorry Steve, I still love you and want to marry you, but it's just fact. All of my other friends are wonderful, but no one seems to get me right like that girl does. So, I have just decided to give Summer the praise she deserves. She deserves lots of air time in my journal because the journal will rest in time and space for forever. And even my children's children will know of the wonder that is Summer. Oh, I'm sure that the other summer, you know the season, will be high in their minds as well, but that is for a completely different reason.
You know, it's funny, how I can stem into a huge discussion of Summer's greatness when I started out talking about Inuyasha. It's probably because she is the only one of my buds who appreciates the wonder that is Inuyasha. Ha, that was a wonderful time. I got her addicted to it and so it went for our entire second semester. Every night we would watch Adult Swim. You get your Family Guy, Futurama, Inuyasha, and some other pleasant shows to accompany the others. Also, if we weren't watching that (which we would stop every night for Inuyasha no matter what) we would watch my DVDs of Family Guy, South Park, or Futurama. And OH MAN, don't get me started on the Harry Potter fests. OH YEAH!!!!!!!!!!! Summer, if you are reading this, NOVEMBER 23!!!!!!!!!!!!! HARRY POTTER COMES OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOVEMBER 23!!!!!!!!!!!!! Then we have to have a day of Harry Potter and Lord of the Rings! You can come over and spend the night! It will be great! Anyway, the Harry Potter fests were wonderful. It would be on HBO, and that would be what was on the TV for the majority of our stay in Chez Jarvis. That or the Family Guy. OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH, then, there was *inhales deeply*, THE RING. That freakin movie, it just won't go away (of course that is mostly my fault). But that movie. We watched it once in like, October I think. Well, after that, I couldn't take it anymore. I was scared out of my mind. And I don't know why. The movie was brilliantly done. And I am not very easily scared. I guess something just sparked alight in my mind and now things scare me again. And I was stupid enough to decide to write a paper about The Ring, so of course I had to watch it some more. Oh well, I know that when the second one comes out in November, I will be there, with Summer. Cuase I will be DAMNED if you don't come with me Summer. If I am gonna get scared out of my mind, YOU ARE TOO! There is also this other movie called, "The Grudge", with a girl that has the same kind look that the girl in The Ring did. It's so creepy, but the plot is completely different....I think. I guess we will just have to see it to be sure.....heheheheHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!! I am a bit crazy aren't I? At least I think so.
I can't wait to go back to school, cause my film buddies will be there as well as Summer. That is going to be awesome. If I say I want to see a movie, they are always right there with me. I even went to see Matrix: Revolutions because I knew they would make it fun. It feels good to find people with that common film interest. I guess that's what is so great about college, there's an exponential amount of people compared to your high school, so there is a better likeliness that you will find people with common interests. And then on top of that, you have your major, so the people in there with you are BOUND to have similar interests because they are in the same major as you, after all. I was scared at first to go into college and meet new people, but now that I have, I am very glad I did. It's liberating to be around more mature people than there were in high school. I mean, don't get me wrong, we are immature often, but not in the same way. We know we are being immature, we do it purposely. In high school, everyone got caught up in the drama, they would make things more than they really were. I never could understand why. I guess that stems back to my entry about silence (you'd have to read it to know what I mean). But, I've experienced the drama recently, again. Gladly, the one kid I am in accord with, has tried to make it as little a deal as possible, and I suppose that's why I like them so much. So, seeing what has happened, I am ready to let the situation go and get back to the college life. Where your dreams come true....if your good. Overall, I give my love to Summer, the coolest chick in the world! Then to Michelle, my rock! ROCK ON KIDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PS: Here are some of my thoughts of the past couple of months, through the delightful lyrics of my favorite band, Maroon 5:
"How dare you say that my behavior is unacceptable
So condescending unnecessarily critical I have the tendency of getting very physical
So watch your step cause if I do you'll need a miracle
You drain me dry and make me wonder why I'm even here
This Double Vision I was seeing is finally clear
You want to stay but you know very well I want you gone
Not fit to funkin' tread the ground that I'm walking on
When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up
And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe"
(Harder to Breathe by Maroon 5)
How ya feelin'?
The day has had its way with both of us
And oh, I've gone out of my way
But I'm not free
From this pain I'm feeling I was a fool to think someday
You would come around
But no, no, no I'm not thinking that way
'Cause now i see
You are not what you seem
You are a mystery to me
Sometimes I just want to scream
I think you should just go away 'cause
There's no necessity for you to stay and
Next time you come around my way
Forget it baby
You're not comin' in
(Ragdoll by Maroon 5)
But as for me, this is my overall feeling (not thought) of this summer, and me looking forward to my new school year (because last school year brought great things) and my awesome trip to Pennsylvania, this song fits perfectly:
Birds flyin' high you know how I feel Sun in the sky you know how I feel Breeze driftin' on by you know how I feel Its a new dawn, its a new day, its a new life for me yeah, its a new dawn its a new day its a new life for me ooooooooh AND I'M FEELING GOOD Fish in the sea, you know how I feel River runnin' free you know how I feel Blossom on the tree you know how I feel Its a new dawn, its a new day, its a new life for me And I'm feelin good Dragonfly out in the sun you know what i mean dont you know Butterflies all havin' fun you know what I mean Sleep in peace when day is done that's what I mean And this old world is a new world and a bold world for me Stars when you shine you know how I feel Scent of the pine you know how I feel Yeah, Freedom is mine, and I know how I feel Its a new dawn, its a new day, its a new life for me (Free styling) OH I'M FEELING GOOOOOOOOOOOOOD.
(Feeling Good by Nina Simone)