I don't know where you get your delusions, laser brain
I'm both mentally and physically so exhausted. This PTA week really took it out of me, for I was already 'not going strong' before, but now... my exhausian is reaching his (or her) highest point. I really really need a break. It feels like I'll burst out crying every minute of the day and my eyes feel so heavy. And I thought I knew Economy for tommorow but the fact just is that I don't. I don't understand shit of those stupid math things planted in that stupid subject and I DON'T FUCKING CARE!!!! What's the point of going to that PTA tommorow anyway?? I'll be 'scoring' a zero for sure. I need my dad to help me learn this sort a stuff(he helped me with Math this weekend and look where that got me :D) but he wasn't in town this week. God.
At least I have two 'second chance PTA's' (I'll probably be using both of them for Economy) in April/May. So I'm not really worried and stuff but I just feel shit, I learned my arse off and I still don't get it. I hate that stupid teacher, everything she explains, it's like she talks alien. I. Do not. Understand. One. Fuck. of what she's saying. She could be 'silencio-ed' for all I care. It wouldn't make any difference. My dad can help me with this. And he's going to help me with my second chance thingy, so everything's just going to be fine. I'm just exhausted that's all. Like I said, I need a llllloooong break from the internet. Possibly from the computer, even. And when I say long, I mean long. I mean untill Christmas/ or possibly even New Year. I need time to get myself together, y'know.
Of course, I'll probably fall back and write a new post sometimes, like the good old days. I hope ;). But seriously, I'm desperate for a break. For a good night sleep with my sweety teddybear *o_O hehe, I think I'll go now :S* So, in case I don't write again, have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.
At least I have two 'second chance PTA's' (I'll probably be using both of them for Economy) in April/May. So I'm not really worried and stuff but I just feel shit, I learned my arse off and I still don't get it. I hate that stupid teacher, everything she explains, it's like she talks alien. I. Do not. Understand. One. Fuck. of what she's saying. She could be 'silencio-ed' for all I care. It wouldn't make any difference. My dad can help me with this. And he's going to help me with my second chance thingy, so everything's just going to be fine. I'm just exhausted that's all. Like I said, I need a llllloooong break from the internet. Possibly from the computer, even. And when I say long, I mean long. I mean untill Christmas/ or possibly even New Year. I need time to get myself together, y'know.
Of course, I'll probably fall back and write a new post sometimes, like the good old days. I hope ;). But seriously, I'm desperate for a break. For a good night sleep with my sweety teddybear *o_O hehe, I think I'll go now :S* So, in case I don't write again, have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.