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Sep 05, 2007 18:16

Who? Severus Snape and Albus Dumbledore
What? Severus and Albus have a heart to heart, in which Severus demands payment.
When? Sometime after the Boy Who Lived has disappeared
Why? Because a kiss is still a kiss and betrayal is still betrayal

Albus: *just snorts* I am too old for this. I'm retiring after this war.

Sev: *bows*

Albus: *squeezes his shoulder*

Sev: *jerks free* Don't.

Sev: Get some rest.

Albus: I'm fine.

Sev: Oh, tell me another one. I'm not above hexing you, Headmaster

Sev: Resting under the Stupefy works just as well as sleeping of your own accord

Albus: I am fine. I'd rather not sleep. Dreams. I'll see it happen again.

Sev: Stupefy it is then.

Sev: *looks over at him, struggling and then leans in, kissing his cheek* Raboni

Albus: *just frowns at him, tired and touches his shoulder again* "Do what you must do".

Sev: *swallows, and just slumps against him, small voice* I'm trying. Albus...I'm trying...to fight this... *eyes closed, bitterly* Does this mean I get paid this time?

Albus: Thirty pieces of silver

Sev: ...the price of a slave. Did you know that?

Albus: We're all bought and sold in the end.

Sev: I don't want this.

Albus: I don't either. I want to watch my school and teach Ariana to become a proper witch. I want to read Transfiguration Today over tea, laugh at Christmas about silly hats in the wizard crackers. I want it to stop.

Sev: This isn't your plan...your wish... *eyes shut, struggling and then swallows as the Curse takes over, shakes head* Momentary indulgence. *looking at him* You'll be fine in the morning, Maste...Professor.

Sev: But you could use some rest.

Albus: What kind of father cannot protect his children...

Sev: *hesitating* And if you were fighting another father...another man, those arguements would make sense, Headmaster.

Albus: That's the thing; I'm not.

Albus: Voldemort isn't in control here.

Sev: But you are not. You are fighting a monster. Sometimes to defeat the dragon, you have to become one. *flinches from the name*

Sev: ...I do not understand.

Albus: You are not alone in that. I cannot decide if Voldemort has just given free reign or if he's been overthrown.

Sev: ...Headmaster...please.

Sev: *closes his eyes* ...free reign would be my belief. My other master...punished me for helping the Granger girl...

Albus: It needs to stop.

Sev: You are letting your emotions control your reasoning.

Albus: Touchable. I'm touchable. I need to make it stop.

Sev: Quiet that heart. Close your mind. Think. You know the Dark Lord as well as any of us.

Albus: We aren't fighting the Dark Lord yet.

Sev: Yes. You are. *quietly* Disappearances. Distractions. You're worrying about lost and missteps...

Sev: ...it's all trolls in the dungeon, Headmaster

Albus: *rounds* He is my grandson

Sev: Then you've already lost. Stop letting your emotions guide your actions! Focus!

Sev: Worry in it's place. Not here. Not to me.

Albus: GUIDE MY ACTIONS? I am going to let him die.

Sev: ...why? What is he after? The Dark Lord...you know, Albus. You know and you're going to let him...why...

Albus: The bloody trail of the Death Stick...

Sev: The Elder Wand. *inclines his head* But it was interred...with you.

Albus: No. Draco disarmed me. And Harry diasarmed him....

Sev: During the last war...he sent us to find it... *blinks, watching* Harry has the wand?

Sev: He controls it.

Albus: ...yes and no.

Albus: He is the master. Or was....

Albus: But he does not have the wand.

Sev: *bows his head* ...Albus, *steps back*

Sev: *slumps into a chair, looking tired again*

Albus: Rest.

Sev: ...where is it?

Albus: Do you really believe I have intention of telling anyone?

Sev: *looks up, watching him* You would have entrusted it to me before.

Sev: This doesn't have to be your burden alone anymore.

Albus: Severus. It is not trust. It is love. I love you, therefore I am not going to risk your life by telling

Sev: Again, you're letting your emotions guide your actions. Look how well that's worked out for you in the past.

Sev: You're grooming me to be your heir...do you really want me to take after this tenant of you?

Albus: I have not acted yet, Severus.

Sev: Never mistake movement for action, sir. Silence is also an action...a rather foolish one at that. *but bows his head* I am yours however...I can wait.

Sev: *reaches over, watching him* Promise me something.

Albus: Severus?

Sev: You will rest. *looking at him* And you will trust me to perform your wishes, when needed. *looks a little pained* I won't fail you, like I've done before.

Albus: Keep your family safe. When I've turned the light on....When I know...

Sev: *watching him* ...Master...what's happening. *swallows but waits for the retreat*

Albus: ...I wish I knew, Severus. I will know soon, though.

Sev: *and bows again* I am as ever, your servant.

severus snape, after 19 years later

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