Title: I want warmth from your voice (1/2)
Pairing: wonkyu, oneside!HoonKyu
Rating: R
Summary: Kyuhyun is SIwon’s new neighbor, he is a lonely vampire with Junghoon as his guardian. Siwon lives with his mother, SIwon himself has problem with his
Note:inspired by “Lat den Ratte Komma in”... and by Suju M reality show where taken place in the night market /oh-so-random-me
Siwon was studying in his room when he heard someone’s car is roaring. He closed his book then peeked out from his window. There are 2 persons stepped out from the car, the older one -at least he think so- is wearing glasses, his skin is slightly tanned, he is tall and has a nice body -Siwon could see that from his broad shoulders. The other one is a complete opposite from the older man, he is.... fragile? His skin is incredibly pale, he is so skinny and Siwon could see that even he is wearing a coat now... he pouted to the older male, Siwon could see his bubbly cheeks and his pouty lips clearly now. The older man patted his head then they entered the apartment building.
“Siwon!” his mother called him.
“Yes! I’m coming!” Siwon sighed then exited from his room.
“I’ll go to work now, you can check your dinner in the microwave!” his mother put something in the microwave then walked to the door.
“Eommonim... Look at me!”
“I’m busy, I have to go now!”
“EOMMA!” Siwon grabbed his mother’s shoulder so she is facing him now.
Siwon sighed, he punch the wall beside him, “he did this, right? HE DID THIS!”
His mother sighed, tears escaped from his eyes, “your father is in his hardest time now, Siwon. You should support him, this is not his fault!”
“One day... one day I’ll kill him with my hand!”
PLAK!
Siwon startled, his mother just slapped him.
“I don’t want to hear you say something like that again! He is still your father , Siwon!”
“I’m sorry, Eommonim.”
Kyuhyun is watching Junghoon put the black tape in every small space of their new apartment, so there will be no sun light penetrate that place. Finally Junghoon finished, he turned around and found Kyuhyun is still watching him.
“Are you hungry?”
Kyuhyun nodded then lifted his face to look at Junghoon.
“You should go now, Junghoon!”
Junghoon sighed then tangled his fingers in Kyuhyun’s hair, “I know... I’ll go now. Wait for me, okay?”
Kyuhyun nodded again then he watched Junghoon preparing his equipments, he stood up from his place then sat in the table beside Junghoon.
“What?” Junghoon asked.
Kyuhyun sighed then pulled Junghoon into a hug. Junghoon startled for a second, awkwardly he hugged Kyuhyun back, he tensed when Kyuhyun nuzzled into his neck.
“Don’t worry,” Kyuhyun whispered, “I won’t drink from you.”
“I know.”
“Be careful, okay?”
Junghoon nodded casually then released himself from Kyuhyun’s embrace. He finished packed his equipments, he looked at Kyuhyun for thelast time then stroked Kyuhyun’s cheek softly. After that he exited their apartment room.
Kyuhyun sighed then looked at the clock, it’s 7pm, the sun already set, so he can go out from that apartment now. With that thought he left the apartment.
The weather outside must be so cold, some people wearing jacket and scarf, they were walking faster to their destination. Kyuhyun just watched them from his seat. He is sitting in the empty bench in his aparment yard, seems like no one notices his presence.Everyone is busy.
The ground is white, filled by the white snow. Kyuhyun wiped the snow from his burgundy hair,. He missed the snow, he forgot the last time he felt so cold because of the snow. He smiled to himself then took a handful of snow, he pressed it in his hand, normally the snow would melt due to the human’s temprature, the snow cryztalized in his hands. Since his body is cold.
“Shit!” he heard someone cursed, quickly he threw the snow.
He turned his body and found a man walking limply to a bench behind him, Kyuhyun can see that there is a bruise in that man’s face. He stared at that man for a while until finally than man lifted his head and looked at him.
“What are you looking at?”
Kyuhyun frowned, did he do something wrong? This man is very rude!
That man sighed, “I’m sorry, I shouldn’t yell like that.”
Kyuhyun shrugged, something is wrong with that man so he walked towards him.
“Are you okay?”
“What do you think?”
“I don’t know if you don’t tell me.”
He sighed, “I’m not okay, happy?”
Kyuhyun studied that man’s face, “there is a bruise on your face.”
“Oh crap, does it too noticeable.”
“I guess so, I can see that clearly. Someone hit you?”
“Yeah... my father.”
“Why did he hit you?”
“Because he is evil, he is jerk, he deserves to die.”
“Will you be happy after he die?”
That man frowned then looked at Kyuhyun, “who are you?”
Kyuhyun quickly stood up from the bench, “we shouldn’t talk, I can’t be your friend.”
“What the fuck?”
“Good bye!”
“Wake up.. Kyuhyun, wake up!”
Kyuhyun opened his eyes lazily, his room is dark since he turned off the lamp. His hand reached the lamp beside him and turned on the light. He could see Junghoon face smiled to him, there is a blood in his face.
“You got it?” he licked the blood in Junghoon’s face
Junghoon nodded, “in the kitchen.”
Kyuhyun jumped from his bed then ran to the kitchen. He smiled when he saw there is a jar of blood on the table.
“Thank you, Junghoon!” he smiled then drank the blood.
“Siwon, wake up!”
SIwon groaned, “yeah, I already woke up!”
“There is a breakfast in the table, don’t forget to eat, that! I’ll go now!” his mother yelled.
“Yeah, see you in the evening!”
That’s better, at least his mother didn’t need to see the bruise in his face.He heard his mother closed the door, he stood up from his bed then walked to the bathroom to wash his face. He looked at his reflection in the mirror, there is a bruise in his left cheek, he clicked his tongue then splashed the water to his face.
Yesterday his father came to his house and looked for his mother, he couldn’t find his mother so beaten him up instead. He needs to be strong so he can protect himself and his mother. And maybe someday he can get his revenge to his father.
After finished brushing his teeth he changed his clothes to his uniform, he walked to the kitchen lazily and found his breakfast in the table. He chewed his breakfast lazily, then suddenly he remember something...
Was he his new neighbor? The man whom he met in the park yesterday, the man who asked him about the bruise in his face? Yeah, it was him.. SIwon remember his burgundy hair very well. Wow, SIwon was acting very rude to him yesterday, he should apologize if they meet later.
Then SIwon remember something, that man is weird...
“We, shouldn’t talk, I can’t be your friend.”
Well, maybe he said that because was acting rude towards him before. SIwon should apologize later, right?
“What’s wrong with your cheek?” Donghae asked him.
“I fell from the stairs yesterday..”
Donghae frowned, “I didn’t believe you, it was your father, wasn’t it?”
SIwon sighed then nodded.
“Does your mother know about this?”
“No, no way I’ll tell her the truth I punched my father.”
“You punched your father? Wow!”
“He hit me first, I was defending myself.”
Donghae nodded, “what do you think about the next match? Are you confident enough? You’re our ace after all!”
“Let’s do the best and let God do the rest, Donghae!”
Donghea groaned, “you’re good at everything, I’m envying you so much, you know?”
“I’m not that good, you’re exaggerating, Donghae!”
Donghae laughed, “you’re the ace of our basketball team, the football team still wanting you, you know? And the athletic club too and....”
“Shut up, will you? What time is it now by the way?”
“It’s 6pm, why?”
“I have to go now I guess. See you later!”
“Yeah, bye!”
He exited his school building then started walking to his apartment, thank God his apartmen isn’t so far from his school so he just need to walk. He was ready to entering his apartment building when he saw a burgundy haired man is sitting in the bench.
“Hey, you’re my new neighbor, right?” SIwon approached him.
That man lifted his face, “I don’t know, am I?”
“Your room is next to mine. I’m in room number 1013.”
“I guess so,” he shrugged.
Siwon took a seat beside him, “what’s your name? Mine is SIwon.”
“It’s...,” he hesitated for give his name, “Kyuhyun.”
SIwon nodded and noticed something, Kyuhyun just wearing a casual t-shirt, he isn’t wearing a jacket or sweater.
“Aren’t you cold?” SIwon asked.
“Cold? I’m fine.”
“You’re not very talkative, aren’t you?”
Kyuhyun didn’t answer it, he just staring at the snow in the ground.
“Ah! That’s my mother!” SIwon pointed at someone.
Kyuhyun looked at the woman who just entered the parking lot. She smiled to them, she is very beautiful, Kyuhyun has to admit that. Kyuhyun bowed slightly to her, she walked towards them.
“Hello, are you SIwon’s friend?”
Kyuhyun seriously has no idea how to answer it, he quickly looked at SIwon.
“Ah, he is our new neighbor. He is live next to us.”
“Oh,” SIwon’s mother smiled to Kyuhyun, “well, excuse me, I have to go now.”
Kyuhyun smiled politely, “yes, ma’m.”
When his mother already out from the sight SIwon stood up from the bench, “well, see you later, Kyuhyun-ssi.”
Kyuhyun just shrugged nonchalantly, but he startled for a while when SIwon put his coat in Kyuhyun’s shoulder.
“It’s cold, you have to take care of your body, you know?”
“Thank you... I guess.”
SIwon just smiled then walked towards the apartment building.
The next morning he found his coat laid in the empty bench in the apartment yard. Does Kyuhyun hates him so much?
~~
4 days later
It was late at night when SIwon heard his mother knocked the door furiously, SIwon looked at the clock beside his bed, it’ s 12am. He groaned then walked to the door. The moment he opened the door his mother hugged him, SIwon could see a tinge of blood from his mother’s face.
“What’s wrong, eomma?”
His mother sighed, “just bring me to my bedroom.”
SIwon helped his mother to climb in her bed, his mother asked him for a glass of water so he ran to the kitchen to get that. When he arrived at the room his mother had turned on the light, he could see the blood stained in his mother’s clothes.
“What had happened, eomma?”
“Someone attacked me, seems like he wanted to steal my bag, then someone helped me.. I’m sorry I can’t talk about this, son,” his mother covered her face with her palms.
“Is it your blood? Was he doing something bad to you?”
“It is his blood.. the person who helped me... he is...,” his mother sobbing, Siwon didn’t have any heart to ask more, so he hugged his mother.
“I’m sorry, I won’t ask you. That’s okay.. you’re save now.”
“He...,” his mother took a deep breath, “the one who saved me.. his hair is crimson red.”
“Junghoon wake up!” Kyuhyun shook Junghoon’s body furiously.
“What’s wrong, Kyuhyun?” Junghoon sighed, he is so tired in fact.
“Junghoon.. help me!”
Junghon eyes snapped open when he smelled blood from Kyuhyun, he widenes his eyes after he saw the blood stained in Kyuhyun’s clothes.
“What had happened?”
“I... helped someone. I killed him and drank his blood.”
“What do you mean?”
“I saw the lady next door being attacked in the park, I helped her and accidentally killed the attacker. I couldn’t control it, I drank the attacker’s blood.”
“Did the lady see your face?”
“No.. She didn’t!”
“Are you sure?”
“I’m sure, since it was so dark there!”
“Why did you do that?”
“Why did I do what?”
“You never saved someone before. You simply just watched, you never care!”
“I knew her, that’s why I helped her.”
Junghon sighed, “it was his mother, wasn’t it?”
Kyuhyun nodded, “yeah, it was his mother. I’m sorry Junghoon.”
“Don’t worry, I’ll clean up the mess. You stay here, okay?”
“Thank you, Junghoon,” Kyuhyun hugged his guardian.
“You’re welcome, Kyuhyun. You can sleep now, I’ll do the rest, okay?” Junghoon stroked his cheek then kissed his cheek.
Junghoon sighed, he practically devoting himself to Kyuhyun but seems like Kyuhyun won’t realize his feeling towards him.
“Hey,” SIwon took a seat beside Kyuhyun.
Kyuhyun tensed for a while, “hey.”
“I see, you don’t wear jacket again... here is my..”
“No, I can bear it, really. You don’t need to.”
SIwon bite his lip, “how old are you Kyuhyun?”
“Why?”
“I just... wondering. You don’t go to school nor college.. You look younger than me.”
“I didn’t go to school, school sucks. I have tutor in my house.”
“Are you free in Friday night?”
“Why?”
“Let’s go to the night market! I will treat you something.”
“What can we do there?”
“I just want to have some fun, school killing me softly.”
“Well, I guess I can.”
“Good, I’ll wait you here at 7, sounds good to you?”
Kyuhyun nodded, “okay.. I’ll be there at 7 then.”
“SIwon, are you okay?” Kyuhyun asked.
“Eumm, yeah. What’s wrong?”
“You were spacing out,” Kyuhyun sighed, “mind to tell me what’s wrong? You were asking me to accompany you but you didn’t talk at all.”
They are in the bus now, heading to the night market, seems like SIwon is so weird today since the not-so-talkative Kyuhyun is complaining now. SIwon sighed the looked at Kyuhyun, then he noticed something. Kyuhyun is wearing a coat today, even the coat slightly over sized to him.
“Wow, you are wearing a coat today. I bet it isn’t yours.”
“Kyuhyun shrugged, “I stole it from Junghoon’s closet.”
“Who is Junghoon?”
“He is my hyung... Well, you haven’t told me about your problem!”
“Something is wrong with my mother. Someone was attacking her 3 days ago, thank God someone help her at that time.”
Kyuhyun shifted uncomfortably in his seat.
“She asked me about something weird in the next day, whether I believe in vampire or not.”
“Oh... really?”
“I told her that I didn’t believe it, I mean seriously.. this is not “Twilight”, Kyuhyun.”
“Do you know why did she ask you about that?”
“Yes, but she refused to answer that. She is weird after that, she doesn’t talk too much now. Maybe she is still shock after what had happened.”
“Yeah, maybe.”
SIwon sighed, “I’m not a good son, sometimes I hope that the person who attacked my mother is my father, my mother told me about his saviour hit the attacker very badly.”
“Do you hate your father?”
“I wish I could kill him.”
“Why?”
“He hasn’t divorced yet with my mother, but they are living separately now, the problem is he kept coming to our place when he was running out of the money.”
“Did he the one who beaten you up?”
SIwon nodded, Kyuhyun squeezed SIwon’s hand softly.
“Your hands are cold,” SIwon said.
“Yes, they are,” Kyuhyun answered nonchalantly.
“Eumm.... Ah, this is our stop! Let’s go!”
Kyuhyun stood up awkwardly from his seat with SIwon’s fingers still laced to his. They’re walking together in the night market with SIwon’s hand holding his.
“Are you hungry?” SIwon asked.
“Eumm, not really. What is that?” Kyuhyun pointed at one stand.
“Ah, shooting range! I’m good at this stuff since I’m a basketball player, Let’s go!” SIwon dragged him to the shooting range stand.
“What do you want Kyuhyun?” Siwon asked.
“What I want? I don’t know.”
Siwon tapped his finger in his chin, “Ah, I know!”
Kyuhyun watched Kyuhyun gave the money to the owner of that stand, SIwon took the gun with him then started aiming the target. Kyuhyun watched in amazement, Siwon is a good shooter and he has to admit that.
“Yaay! Give me the prize now!” SIwon grinned happily to the owner of the stand.
“Yeah, here is your prize!”
SIwon received a fur hat with a small teddy bear decorated in its top, he grinned and walked towards Kyuhyun.
“What? I won’t wear it!”
“But it’s for you!”
Kyuhyun groaned, “fine!”
SIwon smiled then put the hat in Kyuhyun’s head, “there.. fits you well, you know?!”
“I’m not cute.”
“You’re cute, you should see your self ,” SIwon stroked Kyuhyun’s cheek afectionately.
Thank God Kyuhyun’s face can’t blush or else he will die due to the embarassment now.
“I’m hungry. What do you want?”
“I don’t want to eat anything. I’m not hungry, I have eaten my dinner and I’m full.”
“I want pajeon!” SIwon said then dragged Kyuhyun to buy the paejeon.
SIwon ordered one set of paejeon. After paid his order he opened the paejeon and started eating it, he offered it to Kyuhyun.
“No, thank you,” Kyuhyun rejected his offer softly.
“You don’t want it? Well, this is my favorite and... I think you will like it too. Guess I’m wrong!” Kyuhyun didn’t miss a hint of disappontment in SIwon’s tone.
Kyuhyun sighed then tried the paejeon, he chewed it slowly. It tastes like dirt in his mouth to be honest. He covered his mouth with his hand then ran to the alley to throw out.
SIwon watched in horror how Kyuhyun throw out. Kyuhyun wiped his mouth with the back of his hand, tears escaped in his eyes.
“I’m sorry,” Kyuhyun whispered almost unaudible.
“I’m sorry... I don’t know that you can’t eat something like that.”
“No... it’s not your fault. I should’ve told you.”
“Are you okay?” SIwon asked, he approached Kyuhyun.
Kyuhyun nodded, SIwon bite his lip then he hugged Kyuhyun, “I’m sorry.”
Kyuhyun froze in SIwon’s embrace, he didn’t dare to hug SIwon back, he just stood up there, then he asked, “SIwon, do you like me?”
“I don’t know. I guess so... I didn’t even realize it.”
“SIwon.... is it okay?”
“What?”
“What if... What if I’m not a human?”