Sep 03, 2005 21:48
yes alcohol changes things... it does change your state of mind. it does alter your judgement. that's what any drug does. but, it does NOT change you as a person. when you're sober... your'se the same person again. it's not like drinking is a recent development... we've all BEEN drinking (with the exception, perhaps, of sasha). but, now that it is public... that makes things different. i think that's fucked up.
things do get out of control... but to tell me that i over-reacted and should've expected the things that happened to happen (i.e. frank driving my fucking car, without a license, without my permission) is bullshit. and a note to everyone, frank actually was pretty fucking sober at the time when all that shit happened. i would've reacted just as i did last night had i been sober or whatever. so, if you hate me... i'm pretty over it.
it's not like any of you nay-sayers ever call any of us... so, we hang out with eachother, and we do what we like to do. so, leave it... or love us anyway.
but, i have to tell you guys... i used to be a lot fuckin' worse and everybody liked me a whole lot more then.