come sit next to me, pour yourself some tea.
yesterday alex and i went and had some coffee with the most amazing person i've ever actually personally met. it was such an experience. but, it was hard to feel significant, i guess. i just sort of felt like everything i said was stupid. but, i guess he enjoyed it.
i am so much more myself in the summer. i can be as a happy or as sad as i wanna be... and it doesn't matter because i don't have to hang out with anyone if i don't want to, so i don't have to ACT happy for anyone. but, it seems like lately i HAVE wanted to hang out with people and it seems like they don't want to hang out with me... so, of course, being as dramatic as i am, i just assume that no one likes me and then i AM depressed and then i DON'T want to hango ut with anyone. i live in this psychotic circle of emotions that wears me out...
"my girl's got a big mouth with which she blabbers a lot. she laughs at most everything, whether it's funny or not." - weezer (no one else)... that reminds me of sasha...
i'm on a weezer kick, as all can probably tell.
i am so much more myself in the summer. i can be as a happy or as sad as i wanna be... and it doesn't matter because i don't have to hang out with anyone if i don't want to, so i don't have to ACT happy for anyone. but, it seems like lately i HAVE wanted to hang out with people and it seems like they don't want to hang out with me... so, of course, being as dramatic as i am, i just assume that no one likes me and then i AM depressed and then i DON'T want to hango ut with anyone. i live in this psychotic circle of emotions that wears me out...
"my girl's got a big mouth with which she blabbers a lot. she laughs at most everything, whether it's funny or not." - weezer (no one else)... that reminds me of sasha...
i'm on a weezer kick, as all can probably tell.