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I've been hanging out with a lovely little lady named Margherita.. She is a beautiful italian girl who can sing like Lauren Hill and is so magical and interesting. I like her.. Clearly.
Anyway.. matt knows about her and that we've had a couple sleepovers and have kissed and stuff and last night one of matt and I's mutual friends invited Margherita and I over for drinks and hookah.. So we went and had a really good time.. She got along with everyone.. And it was just a really good night..
But then Matt called me this morning SO pissed. He said it was a slap in the face for me to bring someone I'm interested in around HIS friends. Her and I were not acting like more than friends though and it was just a really chill night. I feel guilty though.. Maybe I just think some things won't bug him if its with a girl and not a guy. Clearly this is not the case. I desperately want to keep matt in my life.. I hate hurting him.. This is so hard.
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Anyway.. matt knows about her and that we've had a couple sleepovers and have kissed and stuff and last night one of matt and I's mutual friends invited Margherita and I over for drinks and hookah.. So we went and had a really good time.. She got along with everyone.. And it was just a really good night..
But then Matt called me this morning SO pissed. He said it was a slap in the face for me to bring someone I'm interested in around HIS friends. Her and I were not acting like more than friends though and it was just a really chill night. I feel guilty though.. Maybe I just think some things won't bug him if its with a girl and not a guy. Clearly this is not the case. I desperately want to keep matt in my life.. I hate hurting him.. This is so hard.
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