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This is a promise to myself.
I can do this.
I can succeed in the life of a failure.
I can see the bright side by running through the dark.
I can reward myself by suffering beyond what I thought possible.
I can prove to myself that I'm no better than anyone else.
I can create a false sense of accomplishment by hitting rock bottom.
I will do this. Alone as always. I will torture myself until I become what I know I am inside and out. Until I'm right where I belong on top at the bottom. Until the consequences of my actions finally come to surface. Until I'm completely consumed by what I consume.
I want to fail successfully.
This is a promise to myself.
And I refuse to let myself down.
I can do this.
I can succeed in the life of a failure.
I can see the bright side by running through the dark.
I can reward myself by suffering beyond what I thought possible.
I can prove to myself that I'm no better than anyone else.
I can create a false sense of accomplishment by hitting rock bottom.
I will do this. Alone as always. I will torture myself until I become what I know I am inside and out. Until I'm right where I belong on top at the bottom. Until the consequences of my actions finally come to surface. Until I'm completely consumed by what I consume.
I want to fail successfully.
This is a promise to myself.
And I refuse to let myself down.