fuck everything
ok seriously i have never been so unhappy/stressed out in my entire life. the sickest part is that i dont know how to fix it. i tried calming down and trying to study but i keep getting upset every day. some of my friends have tried to cheer me up and it works temporarily (thanks you guys) but its not working long term. i dont understand - i so not me right now and i hate it. HATE IT. :(