im so incredibly confused
ive been in such a weird mood lately. i dunno if its exhaustion or boredom or want or need, i dunno, i dunno what it is. i hate work. i mean working where i do is making me hate people. lol wow i mean is that bad? i guess it is. the whole time im at work im thinking of talkin to my friends or i cannot wait to go on break (matty ur the coolest) :) and the ride home listening to my music is like a little piece of heaven. i mean if JCP is what the work force is like, id rather be destitute.
ok great way to start i know. anyways, so other then work i guess things are ok. heath is good. i just wish we could just enjoy being together all the time cus sometimes i feel like he doesnt feel as strong. i know im sounding stupid. im just confused. confused is all.
i also feel like i cannot friggin wait to go back to school. im so looking forward to it its insane. my classes are great and .... im just ready.
i just feel like i need to get away from everyone for one week, just one week. and sort my head out and just write and be cool with myself.
DEFIANCE
sweet sweet surrender come on down and take me away.
make me believe in something, something greater than this. 'cus lately i been losing faith, faith in hope, hope in love, faith in faith.
COME ON IN
if you stay a little longer, ill show you who i am.
if you stay a little longer, ill even let you in,
but you gotta give me something in return.
ive been feeling alone.
not normal, maybe.
we always seem to hurt eachother,
and even though we kiss and make up,
the scar still remains.
ok great way to start i know. anyways, so other then work i guess things are ok. heath is good. i just wish we could just enjoy being together all the time cus sometimes i feel like he doesnt feel as strong. i know im sounding stupid. im just confused. confused is all.
i also feel like i cannot friggin wait to go back to school. im so looking forward to it its insane. my classes are great and .... im just ready.
i just feel like i need to get away from everyone for one week, just one week. and sort my head out and just write and be cool with myself.
DEFIANCE
sweet sweet surrender come on down and take me away.
make me believe in something, something greater than this. 'cus lately i been losing faith, faith in hope, hope in love, faith in faith.
COME ON IN
if you stay a little longer, ill show you who i am.
if you stay a little longer, ill even let you in,
but you gotta give me something in return.
ive been feeling alone.
not normal, maybe.
we always seem to hurt eachother,
and even though we kiss and make up,
the scar still remains.