"I've been asked a few times to describe my relationship with him. I don't think I've ever really gave it much justice when I explained it. It's just that... I'm not really sure about it myself. When I first met him, I really thought he was just another person who only wanted to use what I know for his own needs. And, at first, it really was like that. I thought that I would just end up ignoring him for the most part. I even warned Xion against him.
I can't really imagine my stay on this ship without him. It's not perfect. There are things that he does and say that make me want to just get up and walk away. There were times, in the beginning, where I thought that I should have. Yet there's something about him that just draws you in, and you don't really notice it until he has you. I guess it's like a fly getting caught in a web, or a moth flying toward a light. I don't mind though. I like talking to him. I like spending time with him. I like laughing over something silly that he said, or asking him about things that I should know but don't-- it's fun. I know that he doesn't really trust me with a lot of things, but I'm okay with that. I'm not going to tell him everything either. About my power... Amnesia is a very sensitive area for him. I could tell him about what happened in Castle Oblivion, I think, but not that.
Still, the thing with Kairi... I need to get him to change his mind about it. He doesn't understand. Even Badou said that he agreed with him. But I'm not sure what to do about it all. If he ever hurt her, I don't think I'd be able to look at him again. I wouldn't even be able to look at myself in the mirror. I'll fix it. I'll just have to try harder."
× Favorite person outside of her cast. × Unsure about their relationship, but doesn't mind. × Trusts him, but still refuses to tell him everything. × On edge because of the Kairi incident.
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"I've been asked a few times to describe my relationship with him. I don't think I've ever really gave it much justice when I explained it. It's just that... I'm not really sure about it myself. When I first met him, I really thought he was just another person who only wanted to use what I know for his own needs. And, at first, it really was like that. I thought that I would just end up ignoring him for the most part. I even warned Xion against him.
I can't really imagine my stay on this ship without him. It's not perfect. There are things that he does and say that make me want to just get up and walk away. There were times, in the beginning, where I thought that I should have. Yet there's something about him that just draws you in, and you don't really notice it until he has you. I guess it's like a fly getting caught in a web, or a moth flying toward a light. I don't mind though. I like talking to him. I like spending time with him. I like laughing over something silly that he said, or asking him about things that I should know but don't-- it's fun. I know that he doesn't really trust me with a lot of things, but I'm okay with that. I'm not going to tell him everything either. About my power... Amnesia is a very sensitive area for him. I could tell him about what happened in Castle Oblivion, I think, but not that.
Still, the thing with Kairi... I need to get him to change his mind about it. He doesn't understand. Even Badou said that he agreed with him. But I'm not sure what to do about it all. If he ever hurt her, I don't think I'd be able to look at him again. I wouldn't even be able to look at myself in the mirror. I'll fix it. I'll just have to try harder."
× Favorite person outside of her cast.
× Unsure about their relationship, but doesn't mind.
× Trusts him, but still refuses to tell him everything.
× On edge because of the Kairi incident.
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