Happyy ....~~*
I feel so loved right now ,
cause ...YEAH!
i haven't been online
well..at home in a while
cause my computer was running
really slow
and msn had a worm virus
but now its a okay
so i had 47 emails+14 junk e-mails
that made me feel
like such a cool kid
.cause i'm a dork<33
I'm in such a great mood right now
and i'm not gonna let anybody ruin it
Boys ....will be boys ,i guess
since i'm in the mood to talk about
boys,i shall talk about boys
...I have a crush like a really BIG crush on this kid who doesn't know who the hell I am since the first time i saw him at this party in december..i read his journal,i have his sn on my buddy list , i see him in school and stare in awe ,hes so Cute ..<33.....stalker material?..maybe...but now he has a g/f AGAIN ,i'm so jealous , i wish ..wats the point in wishing ..that crap doesn't come true although its nice to pretend,well i wanna c this girl,marcs gonna kill her for me thanks marc haha,....i wish ..god damnit Stop wishing NANCY STOP!.enough.about him cause i could right 5 pages about him
Moving on ..I'm definatily NOT OVER Ant ....not at all ..i was talking to my mom about this yesterday...and she said she could c it in my eyes..(um..okay)....I miss him but ...then ...ahh never mind too complicated .and dramtic..and then i'm gonna cry on my pillow and ..yea,and i'm happy so i don't wanna spoil the moment
I have a crush on another kid that i know for like ...a month and 1/2 but ...things with his "gf" or something ..are i dunno ,and i don't wanna get in the middle ..hes so sweet and funny ..and boyfriend material
and...last...i saw this cuite with roy the other day i think he's name vin?vinny?or something i don't know him at all lol ,but hes a cutie<3 and hes friends with a Cool effin' kid ROY CHI! ..so he should be awesome!