Bleh
As everyone has probably noticed...I havn't exactly been myself lately and honestly, I dont kno why. This whole week I've felt depressed and friendless and just lonely...despite the fact that i KNO i have lots of friends at school who love me and are concerned...I'm sry...I kno you all are trying to help but for right now I really feel like I need to be on my own and work things out...I just feel so insecure right now ...I can't explain it but things that I hear...Or rather, things that I CHOOSE to hear are getting to me...things at home are normal, same as they always are except for the fact that my dad is in Poland right now so0o0o yea....Hmm...I talked to my dad today and I miss him...But I did feel a lot better talking to him because he told me how much he missed me and also my "uncle-grandfather" (don't ask), declared that I am his favorite niece which made me feel really special :) I hope to see him when I go to Chicago because he is such a great person and hes always a lot of fun to talk to (not all old people are boring!) It must be the Polish influence! lol I LOVE being Polish! But yea.....n e way...I'm glad that everyone cares about me and checking up on me but please....I'm Fine...I don't need any extra attention because I'm down...believe me you all KNO my bubbly personality and you all kno that I can't be down for too long so as soon as i work out my self conflicts I'll be back to my old self ;) Thanx again you guyz and I LOVE you all! *mwa*
*mwa*
-Tia