"I wanna wake up where you are... I won't say anything at all...."
:sigh: I am really bored, so I figured I'd at least see if I had anything in my noodle waiting to break free.
I do NOT understand why coming home makes me feel the need to not sleep all night and then sleep all day. It's not like I like waking up so that there will only be 3 hours of sleep left. I disgust myself. I am so lazy and such a waste... So much for all these plans I had for myself. I still havent picked my rep, I havent played piano, I havent read any of my book... blah. Good luck to me waking up to go to school all this coming week...
I just want to get back to school for so many reasons. I actually am productive, I see my friends all the time, I am more responsible... and also I want to settle into this semester as fast as possible. There will be some changes this semester, and I know things will be great, I just want to get over this pre- anxiety and get to the good part.
Tonight was my first city trip of winter break... I saw "the Apple Tree" starring Kristin Chenoweth with Nicole. We saw it as a staged reading almost 2 years ago I guess, and I think we both fell in love with it. It is such a cute show... 3 one act musicals, and a showcase for such a talented performer like Kristin Chenoweth. The music is so good, and all the leads tonight were great. I wish I had half the talent... god... I wish I could do the whole musical theatre life. Every so often I get this urge telling me it's what I should try doing with my life... I have been feeling that way lately. I just don't think I am talented enough in any aspect. Me and nicole counted how many shows we have seen together on the train... It was 20 without counting the concerts and benefit things we have seen. 20 broadway shows with each other... pretty cool. I love her and naming all those shows made me remember some pretty great times we have had together.
I am looking forward to my other 2 Bway shows of break... and I cannot wait to meet up with Meagan on Wednesday! It will be so great to see her again, and I know we will have a blast and a half! And seeing Mary Poppins the day after that is something I have literally been waiting for since I could walk. It's my all time favorite movie, and I know the show will be amazing.
I talked to my friend Jackie from Potsdam the other night... it was really nice to hear from her, and she said she still wants me to visit... so maybe I can figure something out for next semester. It would be nice to go back I think, even if I have some reservations about it.
Love Stinks. Lets leave that paragraph at that.
I miss my Fredonia Friends soooo freaking much.
Ok, I am done... I decided not to vent about a couple things in here.
I do NOT understand why coming home makes me feel the need to not sleep all night and then sleep all day. It's not like I like waking up so that there will only be 3 hours of sleep left. I disgust myself. I am so lazy and such a waste... So much for all these plans I had for myself. I still havent picked my rep, I havent played piano, I havent read any of my book... blah. Good luck to me waking up to go to school all this coming week...
I just want to get back to school for so many reasons. I actually am productive, I see my friends all the time, I am more responsible... and also I want to settle into this semester as fast as possible. There will be some changes this semester, and I know things will be great, I just want to get over this pre- anxiety and get to the good part.
Tonight was my first city trip of winter break... I saw "the Apple Tree" starring Kristin Chenoweth with Nicole. We saw it as a staged reading almost 2 years ago I guess, and I think we both fell in love with it. It is such a cute show... 3 one act musicals, and a showcase for such a talented performer like Kristin Chenoweth. The music is so good, and all the leads tonight were great. I wish I had half the talent... god... I wish I could do the whole musical theatre life. Every so often I get this urge telling me it's what I should try doing with my life... I have been feeling that way lately. I just don't think I am talented enough in any aspect. Me and nicole counted how many shows we have seen together on the train... It was 20 without counting the concerts and benefit things we have seen. 20 broadway shows with each other... pretty cool. I love her and naming all those shows made me remember some pretty great times we have had together.
I am looking forward to my other 2 Bway shows of break... and I cannot wait to meet up with Meagan on Wednesday! It will be so great to see her again, and I know we will have a blast and a half! And seeing Mary Poppins the day after that is something I have literally been waiting for since I could walk. It's my all time favorite movie, and I know the show will be amazing.
I talked to my friend Jackie from Potsdam the other night... it was really nice to hear from her, and she said she still wants me to visit... so maybe I can figure something out for next semester. It would be nice to go back I think, even if I have some reservations about it.
Love Stinks. Lets leave that paragraph at that.
I miss my Fredonia Friends soooo freaking much.
Ok, I am done... I decided not to vent about a couple things in here.