if you shoot me youll be the only thing in this world i love
i asked someone to do one thing, they said they would do it, and they fucking leave me alone. thanks a lot. why he fuck wouldnt you just say no in the first place. i fucking hate you. i hate you for pretending to care and then letting me fall. my night is ruined. and now, thanks to you, my mom will probably ask em to go spend the weekend with my dad. if she asks me i swear to you i will run away. and there is nothing that could make me feel anything but terrible right now. i hate this. i fucking hate this. and later you are going to come running to me, looking for me b/c im the only person here and i wont be there. i will turn around and walk away from you. you fucked me over so hard. i fucking hate you. i hate this and everything about it. i hate myslef. i hate my parents. i know hate is a strong word, that is why i use it. I HATE THIS.