Aug 29, 2007 14:52
i spend summer remembering it's all just fine, and you are not even sad and why the hell don't you like september when you love the fall and how can you hate birthday when you love attention and don't even mind getting older anyway fool, just go buy some looseleaf and play pretend september's the best cause it is and get over it. but a couple days before it shows up i just sadden up. about nothing my finger can even get itself onto. i am not upset about anything? it isn't a lack of sun, there's sunsapelnty... stupid baby, it isn't going to be a good time if i keep reminding myself that it's never a good time. i should spend less time deciding and more time chancing oww.
piggy gave me a month early prezent of a once living now not mouse. kc ate it.
i hope they send away crybaby instead of zack. because i like winning.
i would like to buy a violin and teach myself to torture it this year. i wonder how much left over skrills i'll have after bill gouging next week....
i need people to like me because that's how i measure my worth. not my fault tho, it's the planets.