uh oh,be nice.

[howisthis]

i just read alot of this fool old thing, and there real was a while where i would have had a good time with me, a kick i got from me, its true, sometimes i do think im tops. and then this sulky old crap hypocrity joke of a years worth of mouth shit, or hand shit since its types not voice, and i said to myself i said, miss brown thats a fool, you acted one i mean, for a while a while. goddamnit i wouldnt have talked to me. poooor baby was neeedy. haha. stewpeed. should have had a listen to some of the voices, just quit eh. sometimes recent i say things like "gosh i sure would like to still have a recerd store job, just for mornings" and then i remember how the last year of that was me at my worst. i never ever want to hate like that again. i dont think my list of things i hate would be long at all now. actuals, i dont even know what would be on it. maybe people who dont take their hats off at the table. ehe whatever. i like being not pissed.

i want to go shopping. i have to take down my paintings tonight or tommorow... people said they wanted to buy some but noone really commited, so im still poor. thats ok. i am, i do believe, to have some up at the paper chase sometime soon(ish) too. maybe there i will say they cost more since its downtown. maybe someone will be tricked into buying my crapity. maybe itll be fine. i want to do a bunch of photoboothy paintings, i started a few years ago, but never did many, and i dont know where the one of myself went, thats ok, im pretty sure i know what i look like. so i want people to be posey and nice. in the booth all washed out and yellowy. does anyone know of any black and white booths anymore? i heart them... used to be one at the grub mall in tydney....