where are you going
my craziest friend had a baby boy. i wish i could have seen her with a belly. he is in for an insane life, shes one of the best nuts i know. ohh i cant wait to see what kind of a person shes made. eee. i wish she lived here like plans wanted her to last year. i dont think she wanted anything more than to be a mom as long as ive known her. frigs. nowhere near close enough to bbsit for her. ahhh. and one of my more sane best old friendses is having a girl. and shes far too. a girl i will have to spoil in sessions insted of constants. babies. i guess we arent really kids at all anymores. im not the grown ups my friends all seem to be turning into.
im in a weird mood.
something smells like an old katchupy sock.
im tired of people being rude to me at the work. not just the people i bother either, some girl at work has been giving me stink eye for a bit now. looked me up and down and called me trendy the other day. snobbylike. i think she over heard me talking about someones hair earlier that day and thot i ment her because at the time she looked at what i was wearing and scoffed. and really, i do understand why she might have thot i ment her, she did have bad hair, but not nearly as bad as the person i was talking about. and fuck, take a look at my hair, twits, its garbage. anyway, funny. she died in a less ridiculous way almost right away.(im sure it had nothing to do with the fact that she maybe thot that i didnt like her hair, cause we are strangers, but its funny to me anyways) i guess im just as self absorbed if i care to make mention eh? MAYBE IM JUST BORING, OK?
i am nice at work. it's where i practice my acting.
sometimes when im aloning i catch myself singing the most depressing smiths songs i know. its a bad idea and i guess i do know where it comes from.
for once in my life.....
im in a weird mood.
something smells like an old katchupy sock.
im tired of people being rude to me at the work. not just the people i bother either, some girl at work has been giving me stink eye for a bit now. looked me up and down and called me trendy the other day. snobbylike. i think she over heard me talking about someones hair earlier that day and thot i ment her because at the time she looked at what i was wearing and scoffed. and really, i do understand why she might have thot i ment her, she did have bad hair, but not nearly as bad as the person i was talking about. and fuck, take a look at my hair, twits, its garbage. anyway, funny. she died in a less ridiculous way almost right away.(im sure it had nothing to do with the fact that she maybe thot that i didnt like her hair, cause we are strangers, but its funny to me anyways) i guess im just as self absorbed if i care to make mention eh? MAYBE IM JUST BORING, OK?
i am nice at work. it's where i practice my acting.
sometimes when im aloning i catch myself singing the most depressing smiths songs i know. its a bad idea and i guess i do know where it comes from.
for once in my life.....