i hate it here. i hope the island gets cancer and dies.
i hate my family. they are wicket assholes...tho they are just fab at pretending to be normal when peoples are around. richard is ok, so is his baby, and his wife, but she doesn't count. the rest can go to hell. so fucking awful. i was a total bitch growing up, its all i saw, but my sister is like a spoiled bitchy whiny screaming 5 year old. only shes 22. and still lives at home. and yells at everyone. because they let her. and they're like her. my mother is a walking insult masked in faux sweetness. guess my dad isn't really bad, i think he maybe just gets stressed out by the other two, but i'm not used to getting yelled at. i'm too old for this. i always leave cape breton feeling shit about myself and promising never to come back. . .