"but you've already lost"

[howigo]

i'm being pathetic tonight.
bottled water.
dashboard.
burnt out lightbulbs..
and no desire to replace them.

Basically, I miss Carly.

Also, I am tired of making so many mistakes.
I feel as if I make the same mistakes over and over and over.
Why can't I seem to learn from past mistakes?

Jake and I are escaping Muncie this weekend.
And I cannot wait.