not this school thing again...
... i have way too much anxiety about going back to school. Class starts up again on Tuesday for me and whenever I think about it I make myself sick.
My grades for last semester were NOT good. A in writing, A in art, B in computers, D in calc, and F in economics. This semester im taking MUCH harder courses, including a lab and a 200 level course. Science has NEVER been a good subject for me, I have to spend twice as much time on things than anyone else and I have to spend hours memorizing things people already know. On top of that, the only class i was, at one point, excited about is that 200 level course. When I thought it was a lower level course I was excited. It's called Modern China and I'm interested in learning about Asian civilizations, but all history classes take LOTS of memorization and I've never been good at that crap... with all those dynasties i dont see how this will be fun at all
today i decided to take a look at my schedule to see what class i had Tuesday. I was hoping i'd have maybe one or two to get through so i would only have to spend 4 hours there or something... but guess what? I have THREE frickin classes in an EIGHT effin hour span! AND there isn't enough time between classes to go home, but there is anywhere between 1 hr and 30 minutes to 2 hours. It takes me just about an hour each way so that means im stuck there for EIGHT hours on Tuesday AND Thursday
im done ranting now. i think ill go lay down til i have to puke again
My grades for last semester were NOT good. A in writing, A in art, B in computers, D in calc, and F in economics. This semester im taking MUCH harder courses, including a lab and a 200 level course. Science has NEVER been a good subject for me, I have to spend twice as much time on things than anyone else and I have to spend hours memorizing things people already know. On top of that, the only class i was, at one point, excited about is that 200 level course. When I thought it was a lower level course I was excited. It's called Modern China and I'm interested in learning about Asian civilizations, but all history classes take LOTS of memorization and I've never been good at that crap... with all those dynasties i dont see how this will be fun at all
today i decided to take a look at my schedule to see what class i had Tuesday. I was hoping i'd have maybe one or two to get through so i would only have to spend 4 hours there or something... but guess what? I have THREE frickin classes in an EIGHT effin hour span! AND there isn't enough time between classes to go home, but there is anywhere between 1 hr and 30 minutes to 2 hours. It takes me just about an hour each way so that means im stuck there for EIGHT hours on Tuesday AND Thursday
im done ranting now. i think ill go lay down til i have to puke again