grey day off
boring, annoyed, and lonely is how ive been feeing. annoyed with my house, that panther dubbed "the feelings house" (i condone that name completely). annoyed with all the good byes i said this week, meghan, dylan and sven, which leads to feeling lonely, especially being at home with out meg and dylan there. whatever. i'm going to try to cuddle with heather tonight, this rad chick i dated a year ago. i just need to hold someone and be held. yeah, i'm emo as hell lately, obviously. it really sucks when your ex lovers still look fucking hot as shit to you. (forrest) but he just looked hot in this photograph is saw of him this morning, he doesn't actually seem hot in real life right now. what the fuck. i am getting that welled up feeling of crying while i'm writing this so i'm going to go now.