well, as of late my life has been way to busy and fast paced. the only thing i have ever had to relax me in times of stress is my aquariums and fresh water ponds. when every thing seems hectic, just taking a few moments to sit back and relax and watch an alien world that i regulate seems to make me momentarily be at complete peace. especially now that i have no motorcycle. not having a bike a has been pretty detrimental to my state of relaxed-ness . and knowing that i will not have one for a long time seems to bother me most. but at least i have my fishies to keep me sane.
right now the stress of making way too little money and working too much to make as much money as i was making a Circle K is really starting to weigh in on me.