My own little therapy...
It's been a few days so it felt appropriate to do a recap. Yesterday I got my canoe and hit the river. I stayed out most of the night, til about 10:30 pm. It was amazing. I usually camp on the riverbank but I had to work today. The moon was out and shining really bright so you could see everything. I stood in the middle of the river on the falls and fished until I wondered if I could still hear anything but the sound of water rushing over rocks and moss. I did catch a few big fish so I was in an even better mood. Sometimes I just want to be alone for a while. Working all those hours makes one value their alone time. Therapeutic. I love to travel so today I thought I would start planning a trip somewhere. I have already been to Thailand, Fiji, Vanuatu, Mexico, Japan, etc. I want to canoe the Everglades but I will have to wait till next spring for that one. Where should I go? It will come to me soon. I have to be in Cape Cod in August. I think I will like that. I know plenty of people from there. Most of them are real estate agents like myself so we should have some things in common. I am really looking forward to it. I am terribly addicted to my job. What can I say, I am addicted to the deals. Its not so much the money as it is the adrenaline. Some say there is more to life than money. The only two people who really think that isnt a complete load of crap are people who have alot of money and lazy people who have none. I have a few people around me that are so negative I just put the ignore button on them. If people dont like who you are or what you stand for, let them go. One day things will mend themselves and they will accept you or you will wake up years later feeling like you have spent half your life trying to make someone who will never be happy, happy. And then it hits you...its impossible to make them happy. Then you have to make up for all that time. Life is a great thing. I am obsessed with wealth so I can help the world that surrounds me in my own little way. There are so many things in life I would like to do, but I think I will just stay with what I am good at for now. :)