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i just need to keep writing just to keep my mind off things untill i can pass out again, i swear everytime i close my eyes its something different ive got music playing and im trying to listen to all the parts of the song individualy so i cant keep from thinking or else i get even more pissed, god just focus look at the text dont think about anything and just keep writing till you pass our or maybe you should just start thinking about something else to do something that could just eat up 24 hours of time untill i can get back to work and just drownd out my thoughts in my job, just fill my head with numbers how many cases i have on the floor what time i have to be done anything, i cant write in this thing forever its got a stupid text limit. i might just leave and go play a video game, i hope i die soon.