Feeling quite left out lately
I have issues.
I feel very lonely sometimes, and I'd like to say that I don't know why, but I think I have a pretty good idea. I think the problem would be (partially) solved if I get a job. But part of me doesn't want to get a job. I'm lazy, and I don't want to leave my daughter. But I think that, for my own sanity, that I need more adult time. I don't want a "generic" job though. I want something fun and exciting. I've been looking through the paper, and I've been entertaining the idea of being a car salesperson, but I don't believe I have what it takes to sell cars. I don't have much self confidence....
I feel like lately I don't know who I am. I have this great urge to go out and figure out who I really am. Maybe I'm just feeling stressed out and misunderstood; or controlled, or oppressed, or tethered....
Oh, I don't know!
I feel very lonely sometimes, and I'd like to say that I don't know why, but I think I have a pretty good idea. I think the problem would be (partially) solved if I get a job. But part of me doesn't want to get a job. I'm lazy, and I don't want to leave my daughter. But I think that, for my own sanity, that I need more adult time. I don't want a "generic" job though. I want something fun and exciting. I've been looking through the paper, and I've been entertaining the idea of being a car salesperson, but I don't believe I have what it takes to sell cars. I don't have much self confidence....
I feel like lately I don't know who I am. I have this great urge to go out and figure out who I really am. Maybe I'm just feeling stressed out and misunderstood; or controlled, or oppressed, or tethered....
Oh, I don't know!