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well i quit tennis...i think i just want to take a year off.... plus it'll give me a break from running around 24/7, i never really get to enjoy things because im constantly gone...
I went to eat at an old friend's restraunt today... and its amazing how people change. Me and him were best friends for the longest time, i could usually tell him anything. Even when one of my boyfriends broke up with me at school he was there to pick me up. Then one night we were hanging out after racing & we just kissed it was no big deal really.... i mean yea it was at the time, but then we both agreed it could never work because we were such close friends and the age ordeal was sorta big when all this happened. Well time has moved on, this has been like 2 years ago lol but it's just weird because i believe that kiss changed everything. It changed the way i view things in relationships, such as not all relationships should start out as dating right away because a best friend can be the best boy in the world and even better than a boyfriend. He's got a girlfriend and im stuck in the single life (not really complaining because i like freedom at times) and i don't know i guess one kiss can make or break somebody. Unfortunately communication lines have pretty much been shut off and plus he's moving on to bigger and better things but maybe one day we'll get as close as we used to be. It hurt tonight though sitting there with my family and him visiting with us and knowing things weren't the same. I'm not asking to date him or be anything more than friends, I just want my friend back, someone i could confide in. Maybe all of this is just an example of life of how people come & go and impact your life so much you can't forget.
tomorrow = wisdom teeth out which in turn = me scared
but ill make it through lol
ill update this thing tomorrow since i wont be leaving the house probably....
love yall
*sammy*
I went to eat at an old friend's restraunt today... and its amazing how people change. Me and him were best friends for the longest time, i could usually tell him anything. Even when one of my boyfriends broke up with me at school he was there to pick me up. Then one night we were hanging out after racing & we just kissed it was no big deal really.... i mean yea it was at the time, but then we both agreed it could never work because we were such close friends and the age ordeal was sorta big when all this happened. Well time has moved on, this has been like 2 years ago lol but it's just weird because i believe that kiss changed everything. It changed the way i view things in relationships, such as not all relationships should start out as dating right away because a best friend can be the best boy in the world and even better than a boyfriend. He's got a girlfriend and im stuck in the single life (not really complaining because i like freedom at times) and i don't know i guess one kiss can make or break somebody. Unfortunately communication lines have pretty much been shut off and plus he's moving on to bigger and better things but maybe one day we'll get as close as we used to be. It hurt tonight though sitting there with my family and him visiting with us and knowing things weren't the same. I'm not asking to date him or be anything more than friends, I just want my friend back, someone i could confide in. Maybe all of this is just an example of life of how people come & go and impact your life so much you can't forget.
tomorrow = wisdom teeth out which in turn = me scared
but ill make it through lol
ill update this thing tomorrow since i wont be leaving the house probably....
love yall
*sammy*