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dear diary,
i met a boy....
(((ok i feel like one of those cheesy classical entrys HAHA))
over @ a friends house and didnt pay him no mind.... then the random lil phone calls or texts started... then we go hang out for a day...
all these people were my close friends "how could i have fallen for a friend of a close friend?" yall mayy ask but sometimes u cant control ur feelings... even though u know that somethings so wrong but yet @ points it can feel so right...
Slowly but surely comes the endless phone calls where u dont care how late it gets...its the moments u stop and stare and wonder if ur in a dream... even tho he might not say all the perfect and right things...
Then comes the worryin....its where ur so happy w/ this new relationship u found u start to worry whens it going to end? and u always wonder if he feels the same way... but i think the biggest lesson i have learned these past few weeks is that u cant control what goes on in other peoples minds...they are going to think what they want to think no matter what.... and why does everyone have to put such emphasis on the title of "boyfriend/girlfriend" if u really like somebody and they like u back that shouldnt make a difference... and on that note shouldn't people have enuff trust in one another to not worry so much? or is it just somethin that comes w/ bein completely spoiled by a guy? all these lessons have been taught to me thru one guy that im tryin not to loose...and its sorta weird how life can change u in an instant sometimes...
....things that are meant to be are gonna find a way around things..and if its not then why bother? somethin better will come <3 ............
-sammyj
i met a boy....
(((ok i feel like one of those cheesy classical entrys HAHA))
over @ a friends house and didnt pay him no mind.... then the random lil phone calls or texts started... then we go hang out for a day...
all these people were my close friends "how could i have fallen for a friend of a close friend?" yall mayy ask but sometimes u cant control ur feelings... even though u know that somethings so wrong but yet @ points it can feel so right...
Slowly but surely comes the endless phone calls where u dont care how late it gets...its the moments u stop and stare and wonder if ur in a dream... even tho he might not say all the perfect and right things...
Then comes the worryin....its where ur so happy w/ this new relationship u found u start to worry whens it going to end? and u always wonder if he feels the same way... but i think the biggest lesson i have learned these past few weeks is that u cant control what goes on in other peoples minds...they are going to think what they want to think no matter what.... and why does everyone have to put such emphasis on the title of "boyfriend/girlfriend" if u really like somebody and they like u back that shouldnt make a difference... and on that note shouldn't people have enuff trust in one another to not worry so much? or is it just somethin that comes w/ bein completely spoiled by a guy? all these lessons have been taught to me thru one guy that im tryin not to loose...and its sorta weird how life can change u in an instant sometimes...
....things that are meant to be are gonna find a way around things..and if its not then why bother? somethin better will come <3 ............
-sammyj