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errrr. i'm so sick of my face.
i always look so tired. and i'm not!
mostly. i dont feel like the mirror reflects who i am.
the way i feel, about myself. not accurately at least.
its frustrating.
but i try not to care.
the past few days have been interesting. life overall is more interesting lately. its probably just me though. i've been changing.
changing some more.
i went to the wild animal park saturday with a friend. did some shro0o0o0oms .and smoked some weed. great day. great trip. it was different. i guess it always is. but i had never been around so many people when on shro0o0oms. this was a first. and i noticed. i couldn't stop laughing. but not the typical stupid stoner laughing. it was more like i was laughin AT THEM. very distinct. the world around me just appeared to ridiculous. i couldn't help but laugh. in their faces. everything was incredibly stupid. and i dont know. and i don't mean to sounds pretentious. it wasn't a feeling like that at all. ehhh. its hard to explain. probably just as hard to understand. i'll stop.
all in all. a good trip. i want to go to the zoo next time.
and get closer to da animals.
peace out homies.
i always look so tired. and i'm not!
mostly. i dont feel like the mirror reflects who i am.
the way i feel, about myself. not accurately at least.
its frustrating.
but i try not to care.
the past few days have been interesting. life overall is more interesting lately. its probably just me though. i've been changing.
changing some more.
i went to the wild animal park saturday with a friend. did some shro0o0o0oms .and smoked some weed. great day. great trip. it was different. i guess it always is. but i had never been around so many people when on shro0o0oms. this was a first. and i noticed. i couldn't stop laughing. but not the typical stupid stoner laughing. it was more like i was laughin AT THEM. very distinct. the world around me just appeared to ridiculous. i couldn't help but laugh. in their faces. everything was incredibly stupid. and i dont know. and i don't mean to sounds pretentious. it wasn't a feeling like that at all. ehhh. its hard to explain. probably just as hard to understand. i'll stop.
all in all. a good trip. i want to go to the zoo next time.
and get closer to da animals.
peace out homies.