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finally some sleep!!!!!!!
so i finally have a couple days off and yesterday i slept the whole fucking day. ugh, it was wonderful. i feel so much better and capable of being a functioning human being. i've kind of wanted to go salsa dancing lately. there are certain things i really only ever did with family. dancings one of them. i havent seen them in so long and i haven't danced in even longer. luckily i can't imagine it being something i could forget.
i miss my sister.
i miss my family.
i miss my family of friends.
i miss being thin.
i miss the food.
i miss living life lightly.
i don't neccessarily wish to return or relive it all, nostalgia is only natural. especially when looking back upon your pictures. i'm left more with a feeling of.... a life well lived. my time in LA was a good one. all 20 years.
anyway...i'm not sure where i was going with that. but i'm happy to be where i am. with a baby in my belly and a lover under covers.
anyday now. i'll have my baby in arms. and jacob will have likey fainted on the floor.
: D
yay
so i finally have a couple days off and yesterday i slept the whole fucking day. ugh, it was wonderful. i feel so much better and capable of being a functioning human being. i've kind of wanted to go salsa dancing lately. there are certain things i really only ever did with family. dancings one of them. i havent seen them in so long and i haven't danced in even longer. luckily i can't imagine it being something i could forget.
i miss my sister.
i miss my family.
i miss my family of friends.
i miss being thin.
i miss the food.
i miss living life lightly.
i don't neccessarily wish to return or relive it all, nostalgia is only natural. especially when looking back upon your pictures. i'm left more with a feeling of.... a life well lived. my time in LA was a good one. all 20 years.
anyway...i'm not sure where i was going with that. but i'm happy to be where i am. with a baby in my belly and a lover under covers.
anyday now. i'll have my baby in arms. and jacob will have likey fainted on the floor.
: D
yay