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hope everyone had a good 4:20.
jacob went to work early and i stayed up and ate, cleaned the house, took a shower, and took a nap. jacob woke me up with chocolate and some flowers he picked on his way home, and the sweetest kiss. and then the party started. we started smokin' up a storm and havin' a good ol' time. took the bus up north to a friends house and smoked some more, ate some good food, and made some music. overall a pretty good day. i love him so.
we've been talking about possibly moving back to california after the baby is born. as much as we love it here and don't want to leave, we can always come back. it would just make things so much easier and well, we want to be with our friends and family as we take on the impossible roles of parents. his mom offered to help us out by letting us stay there for free. we'd be able to save up practically all our money and she'd be able to watch the baby for us when neccessary. just an hour away from LA and mexico! hahhahaha. anyway, that would be sometime in october or something. we'll see.
my sisters a crazy party animal. i don't know what to think of her. we used to be so in touch with eachother and very much on the same page. i'm not sure we're even reading the same book anymore. i'm really proud of her to some extent, but she's been rather disappointing. shes not only disrespecting herself, but shes being very irresponsible about it. with recent events, shes lucky things didn't end up worse. and thats that things didn't actually turn out so great, she doesn't even remember a thing. its just so fucking dangerous. shit. i just hope she learned her lesson from this and that it doesn't take something even more traumatic to set her straight. i'm trying not to, but i'm really really worried about her. i just don't know what happened, we grew apart. very far apart.
its a rainy day.
and i'm getting hungry...