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mMmm fuck i'm feeling soooo good right now. its a rainy day. but yesterday and the day before we're so beautiful. that it doesn't matter. because it leaves me sitting inside watching the rain change the earth again, and with good thoughts of the days before. and the knowledge ,or wisdom that the days after the rain, will be fucking beautiful man! they always will be. i'm so grateful for jacob. i'm grateful for everyone in my life really, but sometimes for some little happenings i'm reminded that i should tell these people how i feel about them. even if i think they know, i should remind them. its good to hear, and good to say. he's been taking such good care of me. and he gets me out. these last few beautiful days we went out riding bikes all around town and we went up to mt. tabor (huge beautiful forest park a few blocks away...awesome) and we had a picnic and took pitcures. it was fucking fun. i'm such a hermit. if it weren't for him, i'd had stayed home. and drawn or something. he gets me out of my shell. and i'm happy to be outside and naked with him.
OH OH OH! also, we went to the birth center this week and the place is amazing. i'm really excited about it. and the midwives are sweeeeet. the main midwife showed us around and and talked to us, it was the most calming sort of experience. she estimates the baby it 17 weeks old and due september 9th. making my baby a virgo, possibly libra if planning on being fashionably late. we also heard the babys hearbeat. it was pretty fucking neat. babys got a strong steady beat. a big relief to know the babys healthy. and i have two interviews that i can pretty much land. one is for a theatre and the other with banking customer service. the only experience i have really. and jacob just got a phat check. so things are looking really good. and i'm feeling quite euphoric. &now, to enjoy my day.
OH OH OH! also, we went to the birth center this week and the place is amazing. i'm really excited about it. and the midwives are sweeeeet. the main midwife showed us around and and talked to us, it was the most calming sort of experience. she estimates the baby it 17 weeks old and due september 9th. making my baby a virgo, possibly libra if planning on being fashionably late. we also heard the babys hearbeat. it was pretty fucking neat. babys got a strong steady beat. a big relief to know the babys healthy. and i have two interviews that i can pretty much land. one is for a theatre and the other with banking customer service. the only experience i have really. and jacob just got a phat check. so things are looking really good. and i'm feeling quite euphoric. &now, to enjoy my day.