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Dec 12, 2006 14:50

i often feel without form. i'm so completely comfortable with myself though. i'm simply whatever the fuck i want to be. and its chaos. its hard to live with people when you feel so alone and alienated. i actually had a dream the other night that i was at my parents house with bea and angie. we we're obviously not human, yet we looked like ourselves. hard to explain. anyway my dream goes on and suddenly we find ourselves sitting outside in a cirlce, writing music with a couple of aliens, i mean the typical big head, dark-daimond eyes and skinny body. so, i looked into it....
Aliens
To dream that you are an alien, symbolizes the undiscovered part of yourself. Your manifestation as an alien may be your way of 'escaping' from reality. Dreams of this nature also symbolizes your outlandish ideas and your wild imagination.
To see aliens in your dream , signifies that you are having difficulties adapting and adjusting to your new surroundings. You are feeling "alienated" and invaded. You are also having difficulties in how to handle or deal with a certain situation or person. On a psychological level, seeing aliens may represent an encounter with an unfamiliar or neglected aspect of your own self. 
interesting.

and now, something completely different.
have you noticed the beautiful trees with shades of red and yellow and orange? its marking the beginning of fall and the end of summer....in DECEMBER. 
"The era of procrastination, of half-measures, of soothing, and baffling expedience of delays is coming to a close. In its place, we are coming to a period of consequences.” Winston Churchill
hahahahah hahaha ha aha hhha ahha ahah haa
i've always envied those people that get diagnosed with something deadly and have their days numbered. to be able to know when and how your going to die is such a luxury. i think so. . . ..so far, signs are pointing to 2012 when i'll be about 25.

i feel lucky. 
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