Breathe In the air if you care you can bet I'll say FAREWELL
Hello all my ljers!
Whats up???
So its been awhile since I really updated so here is a little summary of my wild caribbean cruise vacation. It was A-W-E-S-O-M-E!!!
I had a great time with my parents and Shanna scurried around with her pals the whole time so we all got along and had a wonderful week just being ourselves.
They had amazing food 24 hours a day and unlimited sodas so i was in heaven. Everyday my mom would say "i'm gonna weigh 800 lbs by the end of this trip" and then finally one day my dad was like "is that your goal or something?" which made me laugh and spew my coffee in the fancy dining hall just as jolly our waitor was walking up.. he just laughed shook his head and walked away... lol so thats pretty much how my trip was.
I met someone. His name was sean. He was in a movie in the bahamas. We even kissed. And guess what... I know you might not be expecting this but its true. He was a DOLPHIN!!!!
Hehehe I fooled you with that one! lol... yea it was fun.. and sean even stuck his tongue up my mom's nose. If you dont beleive me we have it on video! lol next movie night we should watch it... its hilarious. So enough about my trip....
Today was my first day back to school. It was great! Beleive it or not I actually think I missed holy family. Dont get me wrong it was great to escape the drama for 2 weeks, but I think I am going to not be involved in it anymore anyways. Like today, i was listening to drama that happened last week and I just dismissed it. I have no opinions any longer and I will not take sides. I think that things have been going a lot better for me lately and if today is any kind of sign as to how they will go in the future, I think that I am different. And people are treating me differently because of it. I am finally happy... After 4 years of a depressed existance I feel like I have finally reached a place in my life where I can just accept all the shit that happens in my life and realize that I am worth something. Even after a week of no social interaction with anyone my age and watching all those dumb girls on my cruise walk around with their amazing tans and the cute guys following em... I didnt even care. I didnt wanna deal with that kind of stuff on my cruise and I was fine on my own. It was a great week. I had an amazing day today though. I even got a new seat in bio so after like 3 months of sitting all by myself I finally have a partner to sit with haha And its Gilmer so thats even better. I got my state ring too!!!!! AAAAAA! after months of anticipation and anxious waiting it has arrived. It fits beautifully on my finger and i dont think I ever want to take it off! Unless of course by nothing short of a miracle we manage to scrounge up a second championship next year in which case I will never remove THAT ring lol. I am so stoked for cheer tryouts! I love cheer clinics! That means summer is just around the corner which means camp and insane sleepovers and all things cheer! I cant wait!!!! I think our cheer gym sleepover is coming up soon too which should be SOO fun! Last year we slept on the tramp and watched dumb movies like bring it on and ate tons of food and were insane all night long! And this year shouldnt be any different! I cant wait! Anyways enough about my boring snooze news lol i just made that up.... I used to watch this news show and the guy said "marvin zindler eyewitness news" and i would always change it and recite "marvin zitler high with the snooze!" and crack up at myself ... this went on for years and years when i lived in texas. I still do it when I'm there lol... anyways i just thought of that!
I have to be at school at 715 in the morning. Thats right 715 AM... Ummm yea like thats gonna happen!!!! Lol i usually get there at 815 lol.
"When the sun goes down
On my side of town
That lonesome feeling
Comes to my door
And the whole world turns
Blue
Run down bar cross the railroad tracks
I got a table for two
Way in the back
I sit alone
And think of losing you
I spend most every night
Beneath the light of a neon moon
Well if you lose your one and only
Theres always room here for the lonely
Let your broken dreams
Dance in and out of the beams
Of a neon moon
I think of two young lovers
Runnin wild and free
I close my eyes
And sometimes see
You in the shadows
But its not real
No telling how many tears
I sat here and cried
Or how many lies
That I've lied
Telling my cold heart
You'll be back someday
But I'll be alright
As long as there's light
From a neon moon
The jukebox plays on
Drink by drink
The sad song seems to say what I think
This hurt inside of me
Ain't ever gonna heal
But I'll be alright
As long as there's light
From a neon moon"
Whats up???
So its been awhile since I really updated so here is a little summary of my wild caribbean cruise vacation. It was A-W-E-S-O-M-E!!!
I had a great time with my parents and Shanna scurried around with her pals the whole time so we all got along and had a wonderful week just being ourselves.
They had amazing food 24 hours a day and unlimited sodas so i was in heaven. Everyday my mom would say "i'm gonna weigh 800 lbs by the end of this trip" and then finally one day my dad was like "is that your goal or something?" which made me laugh and spew my coffee in the fancy dining hall just as jolly our waitor was walking up.. he just laughed shook his head and walked away... lol so thats pretty much how my trip was.
I met someone. His name was sean. He was in a movie in the bahamas. We even kissed. And guess what... I know you might not be expecting this but its true. He was a DOLPHIN!!!!
Hehehe I fooled you with that one! lol... yea it was fun.. and sean even stuck his tongue up my mom's nose. If you dont beleive me we have it on video! lol next movie night we should watch it... its hilarious. So enough about my trip....
Today was my first day back to school. It was great! Beleive it or not I actually think I missed holy family. Dont get me wrong it was great to escape the drama for 2 weeks, but I think I am going to not be involved in it anymore anyways. Like today, i was listening to drama that happened last week and I just dismissed it. I have no opinions any longer and I will not take sides. I think that things have been going a lot better for me lately and if today is any kind of sign as to how they will go in the future, I think that I am different. And people are treating me differently because of it. I am finally happy... After 4 years of a depressed existance I feel like I have finally reached a place in my life where I can just accept all the shit that happens in my life and realize that I am worth something. Even after a week of no social interaction with anyone my age and watching all those dumb girls on my cruise walk around with their amazing tans and the cute guys following em... I didnt even care. I didnt wanna deal with that kind of stuff on my cruise and I was fine on my own. It was a great week. I had an amazing day today though. I even got a new seat in bio so after like 3 months of sitting all by myself I finally have a partner to sit with haha And its Gilmer so thats even better. I got my state ring too!!!!! AAAAAA! after months of anticipation and anxious waiting it has arrived. It fits beautifully on my finger and i dont think I ever want to take it off! Unless of course by nothing short of a miracle we manage to scrounge up a second championship next year in which case I will never remove THAT ring lol. I am so stoked for cheer tryouts! I love cheer clinics! That means summer is just around the corner which means camp and insane sleepovers and all things cheer! I cant wait!!!! I think our cheer gym sleepover is coming up soon too which should be SOO fun! Last year we slept on the tramp and watched dumb movies like bring it on and ate tons of food and were insane all night long! And this year shouldnt be any different! I cant wait! Anyways enough about my boring snooze news lol i just made that up.... I used to watch this news show and the guy said "marvin zindler eyewitness news" and i would always change it and recite "marvin zitler high with the snooze!" and crack up at myself ... this went on for years and years when i lived in texas. I still do it when I'm there lol... anyways i just thought of that!
I have to be at school at 715 in the morning. Thats right 715 AM... Ummm yea like thats gonna happen!!!! Lol i usually get there at 815 lol.
"When the sun goes down
On my side of town
That lonesome feeling
Comes to my door
And the whole world turns
Blue
Run down bar cross the railroad tracks
I got a table for two
Way in the back
I sit alone
And think of losing you
I spend most every night
Beneath the light of a neon moon
Well if you lose your one and only
Theres always room here for the lonely
Let your broken dreams
Dance in and out of the beams
Of a neon moon
I think of two young lovers
Runnin wild and free
I close my eyes
And sometimes see
You in the shadows
But its not real
No telling how many tears
I sat here and cried
Or how many lies
That I've lied
Telling my cold heart
You'll be back someday
But I'll be alright
As long as there's light
From a neon moon
The jukebox plays on
Drink by drink
The sad song seems to say what I think
This hurt inside of me
Ain't ever gonna heal
But I'll be alright
As long as there's light
From a neon moon"