Oct 02, 2004 20:22
So wow! I have been having a good week. I love it how you can see one person and it can make your whole day better. Not even your whole day, but, at the time, your whole life. I miss every one every day. I have this fear that one day some one will be gone and i will never have the chance to say what I have to say.
This song called vindicated by dash board confessionals....it is my all time favorite song at the moment. It makes me free..... if any one can relate. You know like things you see, or hear, or things that people say to you. To any one else, they are so petti. but they change your out look and every thing.
I am supposed to be mad...I'm supposed to hold my ground and not give in. I'm supposed to do a lot of things....but all i can think is to call her...to tell her I love her because I do.... but i cant do that cause I have to get my point across. I hate the way things end up...because they never change. I'm waiting for her to be ready. That might be tonight, that could be never. But you can never say I didn't try. I deserve better and so does Tisha. This is all i am going to say and you can call when ever you want. "holds her hand up in a backwards ''c'', so you know i care"
I love you Tisha! I hope you are doing good. I'll call you later.
Call me audi...so we can hang out tmro. I miss you.
I love you every one.
adios'