things that have happened in the past twoish weeks:

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1. i decided that i was too emotionally unstable to write how i was feeling in here
2. i failed a math test, that is because, i did not finish it in the hour and a half we had to take it, and i was pissed
3. i made it to spring break, and got asked to prom
4. i bought a cute skirt in cha.
5. i went to my grandparents, to check on my grandfather, with my mother and my uncle
6. i survived the emotional pain of seeing my grandfather confused as to who i am
7. i received the following advice from my grandmother: "Just be sure when you marry whomever you marry is a man you can love enough to tell him you love him even when you know he wont remember that you do"
8. i set myself up to know that even though things weren't as bad as i'd readied myself for, one day they will be, and i can handle that too
9. i found out who i get my strong, stubborn will from..because my mum and grandmum are exactly like me when it comes to problems
10. i almost got a mustang convertible
11. i received a call from a man who i'd determined i could not be around any longer a couple months before now, and right before he'd determined that if he wanted to save his marriage, he could no longer be around me
12. it gave me nothing to talk to him again, even when he said he missed me...him and his wife had gotten in a fight
13. i got frisked at airport security, on both flights, but, for a full fifteen minutes on the return flight, HSV->CLT
14. i returned to boone
15. i got an interview on thursday for a job that i wanted really bad, but that was filled before i applied over a month ago, ...and then they just called...because the person they hired quit..and was told they would interview one other person on friday and give me a call monday or tuesday
16. i babysat at 530 in the morning friday morning
17. i checked carseats in the rain all morning on saturday
18. i watched trashy tv saturday night
19. i went to church on sunday, and then hung out with aaron sunday afternoon, until youth
20. i went to school monday...which sucked, to be back, i mean
21. i got a call from a job i applied to, but, didn't really want, but still didn't know about the job that i really wanted, --the one in interviewed for on thursday
22. i couldn't tell anyone who i'd been with on sunday
23. i hung out with him again monday night
24. i didn't find a twig for my biology project
25. i realized my AP bio test is two weeks from monday
26. i went to school tuesday, also, which is today
27. i got a call from the job i really wanted...and had to agonize all day about what they were gonna say when i called back
28. i got my cap and gown
29. i returned the call to the job....and had to go in for a background check, and drug test...passed the drug test..lol and have orintation on friday, if they dont find anything in my background check, that is. and i shall receive 850 an hour...rock on
30. i hung out with the same boy, for the third day in a row
31. i got a call from joe lacroix?
32. i came home, picked out a twig, did my algebra, and confessed to katy who i've been with the past 3 days
33. i peed
34. i am sitting here typing this
35. i am making this in list for as to not let any of my emotions get in the way of these words
36. i love you all
37. goodbye.