happiness is but a long lost hope
i think the mood explains it all... for the most part at least.
i need to stop living in my dream world and step foot into reality... strange how you think everything is going your way and then in an instant everything takes a different toll and you're left biting the dust.
i'm glad i'm leaving the country in 2 weeks... i need to get away from it all... i need to clear my mind and start anew. i'm not letting this ruin my summer. i won't allow it... and yet i can't help myself...
the past 2 days have been close to hell but not quite there yet... i won't let myself get to that point... but luckily i have some awesome friends who love me dearly and make everything all right even if it is just for that moment. i can laugh away my sadness. if it weren't for them i'd be stuck at home wallowing in self-pity...so my peeps... you know who u are... i <3 you!
sometimes a good cry really does make you feel better... i think i'll go do that now.
i need to stop living in my dream world and step foot into reality... strange how you think everything is going your way and then in an instant everything takes a different toll and you're left biting the dust.
i'm glad i'm leaving the country in 2 weeks... i need to get away from it all... i need to clear my mind and start anew. i'm not letting this ruin my summer. i won't allow it... and yet i can't help myself...
the past 2 days have been close to hell but not quite there yet... i won't let myself get to that point... but luckily i have some awesome friends who love me dearly and make everything all right even if it is just for that moment. i can laugh away my sadness. if it weren't for them i'd be stuck at home wallowing in self-pity...so my peeps... you know who u are... i <3 you!
sometimes a good cry really does make you feel better... i think i'll go do that now.