All I can handle
I've been talking to Elizabeth a lot lately. It's nice, and pretty unexpected. But she's still fun and sweet and beyond smart, and now she's engaged.
I'm defending my thesis on the 25th, which should make me feel better? But it just seems like miles and miles of new paperwork, and I'm absolutely terrified that there'll be something I forgot or some loophole that keeps me from getting any credit for all this work. Or what if it's wretched, and everyone laughs me out of room 415?
I had a really good talk with Bill about friends with self-destructive habits, and for some reason I'm having a lot of trouble handling it right now. I mean, it's always been hard when my friends have gone through rough times, and there have been plllenty, but now it's like I can't even make a difference. Adam says I should stop being so involved, worry about my own life, and he's probably right. Doesn't really make it suck any less though.
Anyway, I'm going home this weekend and I feel really good about it. I need to get out of this miserable heat!
I'm defending my thesis on the 25th, which should make me feel better? But it just seems like miles and miles of new paperwork, and I'm absolutely terrified that there'll be something I forgot or some loophole that keeps me from getting any credit for all this work. Or what if it's wretched, and everyone laughs me out of room 415?
I had a really good talk with Bill about friends with self-destructive habits, and for some reason I'm having a lot of trouble handling it right now. I mean, it's always been hard when my friends have gone through rough times, and there have been plllenty, but now it's like I can't even make a difference. Adam says I should stop being so involved, worry about my own life, and he's probably right. Doesn't really make it suck any less though.
Anyway, I'm going home this weekend and I feel really good about it. I need to get out of this miserable heat!