005. It's easier to lie and be safe, Time and time again I'm half stalled.

[howardbryced]

Everything's so confusing at this point in my life. I want to talk about one thing, but things that I don't even care about or want to talk about start pouring out of my mouth, and I can't stop them before I say something that I regret saying later. Not in the sense that I'm going to hurt someone else, but in the sense that I find it so hard to

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[joaquin_p]

I want to give you some insightful advice. But I don't know how to put it quite yet. See, this is the reason why I never spoke up about things. I've had a trust issue with people ever since..well, you know. It's hard to for me to let anyone in.

I hope you know that you can trust me. I know I've probably said it before but don't be afraid to come to me if you ever need anything. Even if all you need is someone to listen to you. You know I have to take care of my little sister ;)

[howardbryced]

Take your time. I don't blame you for not really being able to trust people, since I tend to have the same problem. I certainly wouldn't want to be rushed into anything.

Yes, I know. You're probably the person that I trust most, other than my parents. That one's a given, though.

[joaquin_p]

Yeah...

I'm honored that you trust me so. I really am. I'm so grateful that we've kept in touch even after the filming ended. I look forward to the day that we get the chance to work together again. With you, beautiful, it's always a pleasure.

[howardbryced]

Yes.

Was the entire point of that paragraph to make me cry? Because if it was, then mission accomplished. ;) And I look forward to that as well.

[joaquin_p]

Thanks Mom. ;)

Just tryin to make up for all the jerkish things I've said. I know there's been alot. But what I said up there came from the heart. I meant every word. Hey maybe we'll just make up our own movie so we can work together again---OH NO WAIT! We can just film our crazy life, trying to raise our 10 kids and petting zoo that consumes our house. We can have a reality show and sell it to NBC. Oh yes, I am so good sometimes it hurts. ;)

[howardbryced]

That's kind of creepy, considering.

WOW, TOTALLY BRILLIANT. We'll be bigger than Nick and Jessica, and the Osbournes. Good thing we're dysfunctional already.